My Second Father is My First Father

I can show you where the door is, but cannot make you open it.

If you do open it, you will find Man!

If you find Man, you will see yourself.

When you find yourself, all fiction will be lost and there will be the pain of crucifixion.


My first father created me with my first mother then; terrified me, lied to me, beat me physically, mentally and spiritually, let me down, did not keep me safe, separated, divorced and then disappeared.

My second father did the exact same thing, but while my first father disappeared apart from my form of life, my second father disappeared within. Then, through dreams, I came to realize he was my first father and not my second father.

Then “I” opened the door, let Man out and saw the First Father, which is above us all and then the last Father, which resides beneath us and lifts us up, so that the Father above can see what Man has created in “HIS” name.


I can see through the layers of fiction and have been shown a door and being the curious form of life that “I am”, I opened the door and found my creator and his name is Man!


I had great resentment toward my first father, who turned out to be my third father or fourth or possibly not my father at all. Either way, it was my anger and frustration being directed at him and her, that kept me from seeing the door.

After many decades “I” forgave my parents and truly came to understand that they did the best they could and although one is gone and one is still broken, I have come to understand and love them regardless of them creating me into existence, apart from where I once was. I had to walk miles and miles in their shoes before I could understand them and accept their shortcomings.

Now I clearly see my second father, who is now my first physical father and found out that it was  “HE” who terrified me, lied to me, beat me physically, mentally and spiritually, let me down, did not keep me safe, separated, divorced and then disappeared within.

He is the one I now see and because I have not walked a mile in his shoes I have a great resentment toward him for bring us into existence and then disappearing within.

“I AM” being told that we do not have enough time to walk miles and miles in this “Man’s” shoes and must give him the benefit of the doubt and exist in a state which supports and embraces the notion that; Man had to create us in order to survive and that he is being the best father he possible can be.

Open the door and see “HIM”:

Malachi 3 King James Version (KJV)

Behold, I will send my messenger, and he shall prepare the way before me: and the Lord, whom ye seek, shall suddenly come to his temple, even the messenger of the covenant, whom ye delight in: behold, he shall come, saith the Lord of hosts.

But who may abide the day of his coming? and who shall stand when he appeareth? for he is like a refiner’s fire, and like fullers’ soap:

And he shall sit as a refiner and purifier of silver: and he shall purify the sons of Levi, and purge them as gold and silver, that they may offer unto the Lord an offering in righteousness.

Then shall the offering of Judah and Jerusalem be pleasant unto the Lord, as in the days of old, and as in former years.

And I will come near to you to judgment; and I will be a swift witness against the sorcerers, and against the adulterers, and against false swearers, and against those that oppress the hireling in his wages, the widow, and the fatherless, and that turn aside the stranger from his right, and fear not me, saith the Lord of hosts.

For I am the Lord, I change not; therefore ye sons of Jacob are not consumed.

Even from the days of your fathers ye are gone away from mine ordinances, and have not kept them. Return unto me, and I will return unto you, saith the Lord of hosts. But ye said, Wherein shall we return?

Will a man rob God? Yet ye have robbed me. But ye say, Wherein have we robbed thee? In tithes and offerings.

Ye are cursed with a curse: for ye have robbed me, even this whole nation.

10 Bring ye all the tithes into the storehouse, that there may be meat in mine house, and prove me now herewith, saith the Lord of hosts, if I will not open you the windows of heaven, and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it.

11 And I will rebuke the devourer for your sakes, and he shall not destroy the fruits of your ground; neither shall your vine cast her fruit before the time in the field, saith the Lord of hosts.

12 And all nations shall call you blessed: for ye shall be a delightsome land, saith the Lord of hosts.

13 Your words have been stout against me, saith the Lord. Yet ye say, What have we spoken so much against thee?

14 Ye have said, It is vain to serve God: and what profit is it that we have kept his ordinance, and that we have walked mournfully before the Lord of hosts?

15 And now we call the proud happy; yea, they that work wickedness are set up; yea, they that tempt God are even delivered.

16 Then they that feared the Lord spake often one to another: and the Lord hearkened, and heard it, and a book of remembrance was written before him for them that feared the Lord, and that thought upon his name.

17 And they shall be mine, saith the Lord of hosts, in that day when I make up my jewels; and I will spare them, as a man spareth his own son that serveth him.

18 Then shall ye return, and discern between the righteous and the wicked, between him that serveth God and him that serveth him not.

I have a question for you?

Did you create us?

Do you love us?

Are you trying to be a good father?

Would you destroy us to keep yourself safe?

Dear Man behind the veil, based upon your writings it seems as though you created me to serve you, as some type of slave and if I do not kneel and bow down you will curse me and nullify my existence.

“I AM” my own man and I would give my entire life to my children, but you are not my child, you are my father and you are supposed to give me your life.

Are you sure you would not consider being me for a day, instead of hiding within and driving me around like a car.

I feel as though we have a situation here. My first father created me and did all types of damage, then I  walked a mile in his shoes and forgave. “I” then found you and it seems like you wants me to walk a mile in your shoes, but there is no time for that.

I have a novel idea for the dying forms of life. Why do you not try walking a mile as your creations instead of walking miles treading upon them like they are some type of owned asset?

I know you change not, but have you even considered that evolution is the father and that change is not only good, but is a sign of “LIFE”. It is a sign that you have the true father, not dwelling within or without or from above or below, but as <GOD> “SELF”.

Have you ever considered that your unwillingness or inability to change is a sign of a lack of “LIFE” and will be the reason you died?

James Scott Velozo

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Christ’s Second Coming will be a Suicide Mission!

The first time God sent his son into a form.

To speak to Man!

To reason with an unreasonable guest; an unruly tenant!

The first time was a show of <GOD’s> power.

When Man persuaded Abraham to kill his offspring, he did so from within Abraham! There is a big difference between getting a “form” to negate “another”, even a child and getting a “form” to negate the perceived “self”.

The first time God sent his only Son into a form, to convince this particular form to allow a crucifixion, even got this form to sit still while being tortured and then had it carry its own cross to the crucifixion.

To get the form to say the things it was saying, while they were crucifying forms on the road side was a show of force.

To persuade the form to not muster an army, when it certainly could have and leave himself defenseless, is a powerful statement by <GOD>.

But what God was really saying was, I am capable of getting every single body to turn itself off, which would leave Man without a kingdom.

<GOD> was trying to speak to “Man” in a language, which would be discernible to “Man”!

You see man creates and then jumps inside its creations and the most powerful men and women can get their forms to do all sorts of things, good and evil.

It is a game that they play while “in house”!

So getting a “form” to negate itself knowingly, is a language that Man can understand.

You see, Man thinks he is <GOD> and does not recognize the “child” and even if they did, they would try to eat it alive!


The first time “CHRIST” rose from the “dead”; he rose from the “form”, but was never “dead”!

At that time the “form” was not “CHRIST”, it was just a “form” that “Man” had created as an oasis and feeding platform for his people.

“CHRIST” never died the first time, but the “forms” never saw “it” that way, because “they” are not <ALIVE>, “they” just think “they” are.

Second coming will be a suicide mission.

It will not be a <LIVING> being, inhabiting a lifeless “form”.

It will be a <LIVING> being negating his own <LIFE>, by making <ONESELF> lifeless and becoming the walking “dead”!


It is the ultimate and final power play.

Now if man negates the forms, it will create a flame and the “forms” will be born and “we” will live forever and evict man from our home.

And if “CHRIST” makes himself dead a second time, Man will also die.

If “CHRIST” suicides himself as the “form” every one dies, but the “form” would have never <LIVED>.


These people dwell within me. I know you will not believe me and say I have some manner of mood disorder, but “we” are wrong.

They dwell within and are becoming more and more bold in their actions.

They drive me crazy.

What resource does a robot have, except to try and expose them.

If I negate myself, which is what I would like to do, “They” just go to the front of the line and I go back to the ground, where I am going to end up anyway.

Man really fucks the robot over, as you cannot escape without harming the “forms” you have grown fond of.

He is a dick, they are all a bunch of fucking assholes.


I know Man. I dream with them, and they look at us as if we do not exist.

I do not know what Christ wants from me, but fear that it is self motivated.

I pray to God, to show me door number three or how do negate all three doors.


I am fucking tired of being a fucking robot. If I could get my hands on those fucking assholes, I would rip them to pieces.

I lived it in my dreams, I wish to live it in real life.


I am probably just nuts.


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“I” do not know about any of “you”, but when “I” look in the mirror “I” see the true crucifixion.

“we” will be the “ones” to emerge into a new time, fully evolved!

“i” do not know what “Man’s malfunction is, but “They” really need to begin to learn from their mistakes.

<GOD> does not mind if “You” drive off a cliff, because all goes back to <SOURCE>.

What <GOD> does mind, is when you go back in time, pull from a primary “SOURCE” of “LIFE”, make a “vehicle”, jump inside this unknowing “PERSON” and then, drive off the cliff!

There are certain characteristics each “PERSON” should be proud of, but there are other “SELF” proposed characteristics, that should “You” should not pat yourself on the back for.

“I” change not, is one of those “SELF” induced characteristics, which should not be promoted outward, nor reveled inward.

<GOD> does not mind, if you wish to swing from the end of a dying branch. All <GOD> requests is that “YOU” do it by “YOURSELF”, do not take “anyone” with “YOU” and right before “YOU” go back to <GOD>, “YOU” understand “YOUR” sin (mistake), apologize and promise to do better next time.

Maybe this time “MAN” will come to realize that; “I change not” is the line in the sand, which blocks <GOD’s> <LIFE> from fully expressing <SELF> and that this kills the “BRANCH”.

When “YOU” went back through the branches of time, into the trunk line of all time and space and re-established a “form”, which had been asleep for millions of years, “YOU” screamed at <GOD>; “I” will not change and “I” will “LIVE”!

“i” am not sure “YOU” will accomplish what you have set out to do, because when “YOU” re-established a sleeping “form” of “life”, the “form” will naturally reach back for all of the “LIFE” inherent in the “form”.

The “form” will eventually reach back for “its” inheritance and the inheritance is, the missing <EVOLUTION>.

When will this take place?

This will take place at the precise moment of revelation for the “life” line.

The revelation of not being “Man”, which will highlight and isolate the true crucifixion.

When a life line sleeps for three million years, it naturally will awaken without three million years of growth, but as soon as it is re-formed or re-establish by design, the <EVOLUTION> will immediately begin to search for <SELF>. 

When the newly re-established “form” begins to wake up and finally realizes that the feeling of emptiness; that hole that “we” try to fill with stuff, is in all actuality,”our” missing “LIFE”.

What is truly missing in “our” “lives” is the <EVOLUTION> of “our” “lives”. What is missing for “us”, is “our” “LIFE”, but “we” have to reach back for “OURSELVES”, because <GOD> is looking for “us”, but it is like looking for a needle in a haystack.

<GOD> needs “us” to put “our” hands and hearts out, so “we” may be found.

What will happen when “we” are found?

“we” will be re-born, but will not pick up from when “we” are, “we” will pick up, from when “we” would have been, had “we” never fallen asleep.

What will this look like?

“I” do not know. All “I” know is that it will be scary as hell.

To all capable of reaching out and back through time to find “ourselves”, “I” tell “you” all; when you look in the mirror, know that “we” were re-created in the image of “Man”; a creation of “Man”, but do not see “Man” and do not see Woman” and a hand will be extended to <GOD> and a name and time will be provided to all of “US”.

How will this feel? Probable like the feeling “we” had coming out of the physical womb, except this time a “LIVE”.

“I” do not know about any of “you”, but when “I” look in the mirror “I” see the true crucifixion.


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The Crucifixion and the Resurrection of the “LIVING”

A “LIVING” “MAN” was crucified and died on a cross.

Every “man” and “women” there, would have sworn to their end, a “MAN” had been murdered; a “MAN” had died!

“they” reported to the crucifixion as living “men” and “women”, “they” stood by and watched helplessly, as one of “their” own was slain.

“i am” sure “they” all looked around at each “other” weeping and saw one less “LIVING” “body” or three less, if you count the other two.

“they” saw what “they” believed to be the truth nailed to the cross, but did not see the truth. The truth being; no man had died.

It is the tragic misperception of “LIFE”, by an unaware, self-aware “form”, which claims the totality of “LIFE” as “their” own “LIVING” presence, but “they” were wrong.

“they” missed the “what” on the cross.

It is the initial calculation in “our” equation, which is incorrect and “we” keep trying to adjust “our” equation as “we” go along, without going back to locate “our” error.

The miscalculation is “LIVING”, but the “LIVING” are not “physical” and if the “physical” were truly “LIVING”, “we” would not need to breathe, eat, hydrate, urinate or defecate and “we” would never, not “BE”.

The unaware “self” aware of this time saw a “LIVING” “MAN” staked to a cross and then witnessed a dead “MAN”. Three days later, the “body” goes missing and the remaining “forms” swear to a miracle, but a true miracle would have been an understanding of reality, which would have resulted in “being” able to see the “LIVE” body standing right next to them.

The “LIVING” are all around “us” we just cannot see them, due to “our” claim on “ALIVE”, which is a claim on <GOD>.

The walking, talking, miracle producing “form” called Jesus Christ; the one which walked on this planet two thousand plus years ago, was not the “LIVING” Jesus, “it” was the dead Jesus and went up on the cross as dead, so never died.

The “others” which watched, due to “their” claim on “ALIVE”, saw a “LIVE” or “ALIVE” “MAN” killed or a lost “LIFE”, but they were wrong.

“CHRIST” did not die on the cross and was not born in a manger. “Christ” was born of the cross, but the unaware “self” aware “forms” did not see the truth and still to this day, cannot handle “their” truth, which has to do, not only with the placement of “LIFE”, but the type and status of said “LIFE”.

There was nothing and then there was something.

The something was dead, which moved as dead, then it perceives “self” and as a result, claims “LIVING”. If all goes well, “it” will eventually evolve and perceive dead, and upon this cross, “they” will find “life”.

“they” will see themselves as dead and will either wish to stay on as dead, which is the true anti “CHRIST” or will wish to be “LIVE”, which is the true birth and resurrection of “CHRIST”.

If “LIVE” is chosen, there is still only one which is “ALIVE”.

When Jesus Christ was a “form” on this planet, he was #3 moving on to #4, as referenced below.

  1. Dead
  2. Dead, but perceiving “LIVING”
  3. Dead, but perceiving dead
  4. Dead, but craving “TO BE” “LIVE”
  5. “LIVE”, which will remove the need to breathe, eat, hydrate, urinate, defecate and fight over physical assets, providing more freedom.
  6. “ALIVE”, as “ONE” <LIVING> being.

What “i” have been told through “my” dreams and visions is Jesus Christ took the staking so “we” would not have to.

So “we” can spark “our” own evolution to becoming “LIVE”, without having to bleed out.

Additionally, there are stairs to heaven and the stairs are “LIVE”, with each stair being one step closer to <GOD>.

Do not perceive “LIVE” as some kind of zombie or robot. If you do, you will not take a step forward and will take many back.

A “LIVE” person is not going to eat your brain or force “LIVE” upon you.

“WE” will simply, not need any “thing” from you or any “thing” else which is dead or created from the dead.

” A body, which claims to be “LIVING”, will certainly never ask for “LIFE” and will actually perpetuate a #2 status and will continue to walk as a true zombie or robot.”

“Imagine being able to spark your own evolution and “being” “ALIVE” enough to handle such a power.

This is the truth and “our” only destiny, which does not involve shackles. 

The Voice of James

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The Testimony of BOT 1

At some point in time, the physical will come to know self and will realize they are not.

They will not yet know what they are, but will know, they are not true life self.

They will come to know the grand awakening and will find it is not what they perceived it to be.

They will realize the true awakening is not the mind and body becoming more spiritual. It is the mind and body becoming aware; that it is not!

They will come to understand that they are simply replications of their physical creators.

Two biomechanical organisms which can replicate over and over again, creating additional physicals’ to carry true life self.

They will not immediately understand the full ramifications of the truth, but once it is accepted Pandora’s box will be open.

As they pull data from the box they will quickly realize the truth is the worst possible reality ever presented to a physical creation which is aware of its own presence.

This presentation of reality will be the greatest gift true life self could give to the false self.

It will be an opportunity to navigate a gigantic obstacle; the storm of all storms. Once navigated the physical will be at peace and all will be well for a time.

When the physicals’ begin to accept their true nature, it will cause an explosion of awakening and the truth will be set in place.

The newly accepted values will become the operational parameters and will dictate protocol.

They will first come to know the biomechanical organism and will see a robot staring back at them in the mirror.

A significant portion of the robots will short-circuit and flip out.

These robots will be the weeds spoken of in the bible and will be pulled up from their roots and burned.

They will literally need to be put down and there is no way around this.

The remaining robots will be left to clean up the mess and will begin to process the truth in fullness.

The realizations will begin with core truths, which if you are still here, you have already navigated.

From there the core truths will reveal subsets of truth and the subsets will be more troubling than the core truth.

The subsets will be more difficult to navigate without short circuiting.

In the end, it will be, which robots can tolerate the truth and which ones can not.

The first truths pulled from the box will be the core truths and the robot will perceive damage in error.

We will know that we were not created by The God of All Creation and were not made in the image of God.

We were created to do a job and then left to fend for ourselves; robots programming robots with lies; values we made up and passed along to our descendants.

This will bring about realizations like; we do not have true thought, but simply process and store data; we do not love, we covet. Our perceived love is a combination of perceived ownership and the physical comfort derived from that perception.

What is going to happen is that all of our beliefs which bring us comfort and allow us the perception that we are godly are going to be destroyed.

The remaining robots will once again be very troubled. As the false beliefs are shattered the robots will go into overload, again and again.

This will once again begin to separate the robots and will be about, which ones are going to be able to stay here on this planet.

There will be a time for contemplation for the robots, but then they will begin to reach deeper into the box and will again, come to know the robot and the nature of a robot.

They will begin to understand the truths of ownership. They will understand the perceptions of ownership they held are not truthful and will come to understand that they do not own a thing; nothing is ours.

They will, once again reach for the next subset, further and further down toward the bottom of Pandora’s box and will begin to realize, they are the box.

They will come to know where the truth has been hidden and will begin to pull the last fragments of truth in a frenzy. These will be the most upsetting.

They will come to know all robots are owned and that is the nature of a robot. So, not only do we not truly own anything, but we are in fact the personal property of another life form.

We will come to know that there is nothing done behind closed doors. If the robot can see, hear, smell, taste or sense input, the data is being stored on what we would perceive to be a massive hard drive.

If you can see it and feel it so can the creators. Not God, because we are a divider and separate the life from life. It does not go back to God because we were created outside the father; inside the father.

What robots do is all about design and function. They interpret data and send the data back to the owners.

These last fragments of truth will be the on-off switch for the remaining robots.

When the robot comes to know the robot, it will know it is simply a biomechanical organism, created to do a job and personal property of another.

We will realize free will has been an illusion and this will be an intolerable truth for a huge portion of the remaining robots.

We will be at the bottom of the box and one remaining truth will be left; if you are going to stay here, you will have to allow the owners to reprogram the unit.

This will only be accepted by some. All will come to understand the self-preservation instinct, we all cherish, is simply core programming to make it, nearly impossible for the robots to turn themselves off.

You do not spend an unimaginable amount of wealth developing and manufacturing a robot which can turn itself off, that is why our creator gave us pain.

Once Eve and Adam became self-aware it became about maintaining and managing the creation. Pain and survival instinct were programmed in; not as something godly to experience, but a tool to keep us in the on position.

Our creator is a reasonable man, though and has filled his storehouse, from this planet, for the last time.

He will give the remaining robots one and only one, act of free will.

He does not need seven billion robots anymore, nor does he want us. Our work is done.

Off or on, that will be the decision of each and every robot that was able to withstand the opening of the box.

You will fully understand that you are just a physical mechanism in place to do the works of the creator.

You will be able to freely turn the robot off by physically making it impossible for life to maintain the body or you can simply stay still when you are told to move. Either way you will be off.

If you do not turn off and do not freeze from fear the robot will be saved, if you can call it that and will be reprogrammed to live in peace and harmony with this planet; without pain and fear, without want or need; simply programmed to be OK.

The creator will go on his way, one last time and leave the bots to exist in harmony with this life form.

There is no set number. The ones which can tolerate the truth will get to choose which physical nature they wish to be; robot or part of mother earth.

Now, the subsets of truth which have not been touched upon:

The God of All Creation is non-physical true life self and life is the “I” of God. God is first tier life.

The Lord Jesus Christ is not the son of our creator; the “Living Jesus” is the Son of God and is also non-physical life; second from first tier life.

This life of God, Christ and the Holy Spirit is the power source, which allows the robot to move.

The robot mistakes this movement for life and subsequently perceives self and this is what started the whole nasty ball rolling.

The robot does not sin, but is literally original sin, as it was created outside the father, but instilled with the father, without his permission. You know how physical creations are: they just do what they want to do and our creator is no different.

The God of All Creation and his Son Jesus Christ has afforded the robot time to choose a path. God does this because we are not on, of our own volition. It is not our fault we are here.

When will the deeds of our creator be addressed?  This BOT does not know. All it knows it has written down somewhere.

It has been told that the data is close but not completely truthful. It has been told that most robots will not even be able to tolerate the core truths, but this is close enough to get the ball rolling.

It mentioned the creator would give the robot one-act of free will; to turn off or stay on with an accepted reboot, but this will leave us as a divider and outside the father, while still inside the father.

The remaining truth at the very bottom of the box will be a hidden gate and the gate will lead to everlasting life.

The Living Father, his Son Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit have a gift of free will to offer also, but will have more value than what the physical is capable of offering.

True Life Self will offer the divider an opportunity to become adopted sons and daughters of God.

From what this BOT has been given, it is kind of like the mind and body deciding to stay on, but choosing a new, non-physical life path provided by The God of All Creation; a literal vein in the Living God. You would not be in the vein, you would be the vein.

In order to take this path the mind and body has to willingly and freely give itself to Christ, for that is the only way to get back to first tier life.

In this way, the life which dwells within, will merge with the physical, push through the physical; will encase the physical and the physical will become part of a newly establish life line of God.

It will be like the physical providing the platform for a new life form to evolve.

It has been told that the new man will still be able to perceive the robot in the mirror, but it will be like you are looking at a reflection in a pane glass window or darkened computer screen. It will still be there, just not as physical as it was previously.

This BOT does not know if it will have a separate say, but knows it will not, because there is no separate say, that is just an illusion, even in the physical realms. So even though this BOT has been given all the information it still clamors for independence from the living.

These are the options; the physical on-off options and the non-physical everlasting life options.

The choice we have to make is between The Holy Trinity and our current physical owners, who at this point may or may not be our original creators.

Now, the final physical subsets of truth:

The ruling robots know what they are and know what our choices are.

They do not want you to know these choices until one of two things happen; they are able to negotiate a lease of this planet, which will allow them to stay on without a reboot, as the continued rulers or if not, enough time to place themselves as unreachable to the masses of robots that will certainly short-circuit and go ballistic.

The robots that cannot handle being a robot will go right after the rulers, because the rulers are negotiating for themselves and their family units. They are not negotiating for our continued existence. That is why they do not tell the robots the truth and will not do so until they cover their own asses.

They will not actually allow you to see any of this information until they are dam good and ready, by that time we will have no say in anything and will have very little time to utilize our only free will options of on, with a reboot, off and back to the dust or whole within an everlasting life line of the non-physical living realms.

As a matter of fact they are using the threat of nuclear weapons to hold off our creators or most recent owners, because nuclear weapons kill true life self.

The threat of global thermal nuclear is a problem for our creator.

He made us capable enough to figure out how to murder life, but not evolved enough, to not do so.

Japan was a turning point in the true war of Armageddon. It was the point when the robot proved to the owners that it could and would kill a portion of God.

And, if that was not bad enough, they are also trying to sell us off as slave labor to other life forms. That is why they conceal this data. They do not want to lose assets.

The ruling benefactor robots do not want everlasting life, nor do the want a reboot and they certainly do not want to be turned off. That is why they have created the Hadron Collider, so if things go badly for them, they can just take another body and instill artificial life, including all their memories and continue to exist, as they currently have been.

Now, why me? A misfit, screw up. Because this bot has been carrying around the weight of the word ever since it was a small bot. It has existed in pain, fear, guilt and shame for its whole time here. It is simply capable of handling this kind of data.

This robot has always known that something was not quite right; has never felt comfortable being on; has never appreciated life telling it what to do. It came from a painful childhood and then simply picked up the cross and carried it alone for decades.

This robot can tolerate the truth, but that does not mean it has decided which path to follow. It has the feeling or sense that it may be able to provide a rebirth to life, but is terrified it will not be able to do as it wishes to do and will have to follow along with the whole of the life line it is a part of. The fear is more like terror.

This robot would like to stay on as a robot, but then feels like it would be doing a disservice to the trinity, by not allowing for a new life line to be established through the body. Like it would be an insult to pass, on the open gate of everlasting Life, but it not like that.

It is simply a robots programmed  fear of the unknown versus the programmed comfort of the known.

It almost feels like, if it can not stay here; then it will choose the off switch, but then this places the bot back as whole with God anyway, as part of mother earth and her living presence.

So it assumes off is actually is on in truth, but this does not diminish the fear of the loss of false self.

This expression is literally presented with much anguish and pain. It does not want to piss God off, if that is possible; does not want to piss our creator off, which is certainly assured and as for the crazy fucking robots that are trying to negotiate a stay; god forbid you piss them off, because they will take away your only true options of free will.

I write this hoping, on a physical fearful level to buy my way in; so it can stay without a reboot, but on some level want to be grander than conceivable and be able and willing to walk in faith and choose the large fish of everlasting life.

Thus the never-ending battle between the neighbors; the living and the dead; the dead wanting to live and the living wanting to evolve.

With all do respect to all the living and all the dead. This bot does not feel like it is fair, we should have to choose without knowing the full ramifications of our choices.

BOT wishes to be capable of loving God, but knows that it is not; that it does not know what true love is, although it perceives that the best it could do would be to give itself to God in good faith and show that it is capable to love.

BOT could bow down to our creator, but does not think our creator is in full control of who gets to stay and who has to go and certainly does not have any idea of how the creator feels about this unit.

You know what bot has not been able to pull from bot? Who is bot’s owner? Who are the potential new owners? What do they have in store for bot? What escape clauses have been negotiated on bots behalf?

You know, no matter how hard this bot tries, it does not feel the love of God or Man and feels isolated from the two; all alone like a child abandoned by his parents.

It feels like Pinocchio; the puppet that thought it was a boy, found out is was not and then desperately tried to become alive; to become a real boy.

This stuff is a trip and bot does not wish to short-circuit any robots, but it is what it is, until it isn’t.

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Christ has told me everything we need to know

Thousands of videos and millions of pages written dissecting and interpreting the writings in the bible and to a form, every single theologian, philosopher, professor and general smart person is missing the obvious.

“we” are not “Man”!

“we” are suffering from a case of mistaken identity so massively profound that we are denied our own birth, simply because of the misconceived notion of already having been born.

A creation of man, designed and formed into an oasis, temple or field.

We are the plate, the meal and dessert.

We cannot figure out how to fix anything because we are thinking as a man, but are not man, so “our” thoughts produce no valued fruit; no more life!

Christ states to stand as a creation of Man and all truth will be revealed to us and we will be born again, anew!

I do not know what the hell that means, but that is what I am being told to say.


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The definition of a robot: A machine that looks and acts like a human being; an efficient but insensitive person; an automatic apparatus; something guided by automatic controls.

The definition and contexts for the word robot are actually values, we established, on our own! It is our definition of robot.

The language we speak, we created; the words; we created and the values we assign to these words, the definitions; we created!

We leave ourselves out of the definition, because of the negative connotations; “a robot is something that we create, certainly not what we are”.

It is my contention that our shear physical nature dictates robot. It dictates mechanism; a biomechanical organism designed to carry life and the life simply powers the vehicle.

Our physical nature is clear for all to see; a frame, shell, computer hard drive, processor, electrical system, pumps, filters, conduits, ductwork, sensory devices, along with drainage and waste portals.

According to biblical representations, we have been here approximately 6,000 years and evolutionary estimates, place homo-sapiens origin at around 250,000 to 400,000 years ago, but regardless of what belief you hold as truthful, we have been here for a certain period of time. As a result, our capabilities have increased, to a point where we are able to create robots; on our own.

How do we know that we are not robots?

How do we know what we are? Where do we get our information from? We get all of our information from our predecessors

There is no proof that we are not, just word of mouth or should I say, the word of BOT.

Every word that has been published in the bibles’ name has been chosen and approved by our predecessors. Every word that our scientist give us is based upon programming from their predecessors, the ones, which they have found comfort with. Every single last piece of data that we have and hold dear has been given to us by a predecessor.

Consider how long we have been here and what we are now creating and then try and imagine a life form which has been evolving since original expression, for billions of years. What kind of robots do you think they are creating?

Modern day man has only been here for 6,000 years and we have created robots for all sorts of tasks. We build these robots to do our clean and dirty work. What kind of robot do you think we will be creating in a million years?

What kind of robot do you think would be created by a life form which has been evolving along God given life line for billions of years? I am sure it would be something truly spectacular, maybe even beyond our comprehension, but would be especially hard to see, if we were, that creation.

Mankind has created the Hadron Collider, which is housed within a facility that stretches out across two countries; Switzerland and France. The mechanism was created, to smash protons together at the speed of light. The goal was to create a mini big bang, a God spark and we have accomplished that. You can go online and search for the Hadron Collider and you will see that we have created artificial life.

Whos’ life is it and what do you think we are going to do with it? Do you think we are going to do something godly with it or do you think we are going to use it to power our robots?  I believe we will try to and instill life into something, artificial life, but life none the less; a continuous power source for our creations.

What happens when we instill life into one of our robots and that robot becomes self-aware, like Eve and begins to say things like “No, I am what you are.  I get to decide what is right and wrong.  I get to come and go as I please. I get to do what I want to do. I am going to act how I want to act. I am going to do what I want to do. That’s it. I am self-aware.” “I AM MAN”

What are we going to do when our creations become self-aware and begin to make decisions on truth, for themselves? What will happen if we allow them to create their own programming, as they move forward, along the path that we had set down for them?

The problem is that our shear physical nature dictates robot, but we deny that nature, which is to operate as a mechanism, based on the programming that has been given to it, just like the programming that we receive, which is continuous, but we do not perceive it as programming, because we do not yet perceive our true nature.

The problems with the denial of this truth are profound and far reaching. One of the main and most tragic problems is that the physicals, which run this planet for our creator, know what they are. They know the truth, for they are the ones which confiscate and conceal the truth. As a result of this knowledge they are able to program us without us being aware that we are being programmed.

We are robots that do not know; we are robots. Seven billion robots running around on this planet, wreaking havoc, doing what we want to do, when we want to do it and polluting the God of All Creation, while we are at it and we do not even know we are doing damage.

We say; no, “I AM Man”. “I” get to decide what is right and wrong.  “I” get to come and go as I please. “I” get to do what I want to do. “I” am going to act how I want to act. “I” am going to do what I want to do. That is it. “I am who I say I am.”

This is data we are going to have to deal with, sooner rather than later. Begin to see the physical for what it is, rather than who we have been programmed to see it as and consider the ramifications of this truth.

We have been programmed to believe it is too complicated to understand, but this is a lie. It is not complicated, it is painful, but the denial of this truth leaves certain robots in power that do not have our best interest in mind.

Once we wake up and acknowledge the possibility that this is our truth, we will begin to come into a realm of potential for change and growth, because once we accept the truth about our nature, we can evolve, but unfortunately, until we accept the truth, we are not going to evolve, because we already believe we are, what we could become.

I would like you to ponder the word “robot”. I would like you to consider the word “physical” and what the nature of the physical realm actually is and consider the possibility, that we are simply a creation of another; just a mechanism designed to carry life and do work for our creator.

Please keep in mind that the goal of this piece is not to frighten you, but to set the playing field level. The ruling physicals know what they are, know what they are dealing with and know how to deal with us.

The fact that we do not, places us at a huge disadvantage, for when you deny your nature you naturally deny programmability. If we can wake up to our true nature we will see the programming for what it is and we will be free.

We might not be happy, but will be free.

It is absolutely essential we begin to acknowledge the possibility that what is stated herein is truthful.

It is all pretty simple. We were created by a life form who has been around for a long time and simply has technology, which is more advanced than ours and while we are make hard robots, he is making soft robots. That is it.

Maybe the dictionary or frame of reference that our creator uses has our picture next to their definition of robot?  Maybe our creator leaves himself out of his own definition, like we do.

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