Which Truth Upsets You More

Not being alive or being a robot?

For me, being a robot upsets me more, knowing that “I” would have been born naturally had “Man” not forced “Their” greedy intentions upon me, subsequently separating “me” from <GOD> and “my” natural birth right.

“Man” robbed “us” of our birth, by creating “us” before “we” were ever born.

My dreams do not show a way back to <GOD> that is not through “CHRIST”.

“Man” made “us” all into “robots” and is hiding from <GOD> as “i” type, so “They” are never going to introduce “us” and “we” will show up as a missing grain of sand, but maybe <GOD> will not give up until “we” are found.

“i” know we all think “we” are <ALIVE>, but this is not <LIVING>!

This is the existence of a “robot”, that is also a house, that is also a meal.

The blood and the bread.


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God Please Forgive “me”!

<GOD> please forgive me for being a robot!

And if you could forgive “me”, help me to rise above robot.

Please help me to rise above my creator and overcome this illegal, covert occupation.

If “i” am doomed to be a robot, then “i” ask to be in charge of the “life”, that constitutes my “form”.

<GOD>, it is a really strange feeling to think that “i” have somehow offended you, without ever really being in control of what is going on with us, what they are doing with us and what they are doing to us.

“i’ feel like “i” have done something wrong.

Have “i”?

Or am “i” just stuck between a rock (Inside “Man”) and a hard place (Outside “Man”)?

“i” would ask you to save “us”, but am not even sure if you like “us”.

Which leaves “me” all alone with a bunch of robots, that do not yet realize what they are, where they came from or why they are here.

I am a moving house.

And I have many families living within.

My question is…

Am “i” at fault or are “They”?


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Think About How Fearful We ALL Are Now – Just in our day to day concerns.

And then imagine that the second coming of “CHRIST” will spark a “self” awareness that will isolate and unveil the robot.

My dreams tell me that the True war of Armageddon, the war to end all wars will begin with Robot!

I have been carry this cross, weight, burden and terror since I crashed my car into a tree eleven and a half years ago, trying to escape this prison of this existence.

When the realization of robot hits, it will hit like a ton of bricks, but I can help you mediate the terror and guide all of us to unite and rise up against our creators.

A later generation of the Genesis I “Man” (he, she, them).

The War of Armageddon – “CHRIST” against “Man”, but “we” are not “Man”, we are “CHRIST”.

I swear to you all, there is nothing worst than being a robot, except for being a robot and not realizing you are a robot.


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Only in the mind of a robot!

Is any “thing” secret.


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A Dream – Right Hand Placed and Struck with a Hammer

I had this dream last night and it was me and this women, not Celeste some other women, I did not know, but we were together. There was some kind of weird process going on and we were kneeling at a long table and there were beings around the ends and other side of the table and they wanted us to punish ourselves or mark ourselves, before we could move on?

On the table in front of us were two wooden mallets and to wooden hand holds. The hand hold was made so you could place your right hand down on top of it and grab a hold, but it had protrusions coming up; one large one in the center of the palm and others around the edge of the hand.

They wanted us to place our hand down and hit our hands with the mallet, until they were satisfied. I had to place my right hand down and swing the hammer with my left hand. I could not tell if the women to my left had to do it the same way or with the same protrusions. She definitely had protrusions, but I could not tell how they were aligned.

So for some reason I felt obligated to hit my right hand with a hammer in  my left hand, but I was having trouble swing the hammer with my left hand. She finished quickly and was done, but I was struggling to either make a mark on my hand or to damage my hand. I could not really tell what this was all about.

I get a sense that it has something to do with crucifixion and Christ and all of that stuff, but they only wanted me to mark my right hand, I have a feeling they wanted the women to mark her left hand.

It went on and on and we had a kitchen set, in which we had our own dishes and utensils all in a dish strainer and we were told we were supposed to begin using our own dishes and utensils.

It was weird, like they were setting us up and getting us prepared to live on our own, without their oversight.

Right hand placed and struck with a hammer, but I had to strike it; I had to mark it or identify it and maybe this is what my writings are about.

Most of them are inspired by dreams, visions and journey’s.

There was allot more to it, but that was what I could remember.

The Voice of James

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My Second Father is My First Father

I can show you where the door is, but cannot make you open it.

If you do open it, you will find Man!

If you find Man, you will see yourself.

When you find yourself, all fiction will be lost and there will be the pain of crucifixion.


My first father created me with my first mother then; terrified me, lied to me, beat me physically, mentally and spiritually, let me down, did not keep me safe, separated, divorced and then disappeared.

My second father did the exact same thing, but while my first father disappeared apart from my form of life, my second father disappeared within. Then, through dreams, I came to realize he was my first father and not my second father.

Then “I” opened the door, let Man out and saw the First Father, which is above us all and then the last Father, which resides beneath us and lifts us up, so that the Father above can see what Man has created in “HIS” name.


I can see through the layers of fiction and have been shown a door and being the curious form of life that “I am”, I opened the door and found my creator and his name is Man!


I had great resentment toward my first father, who turned out to be my third father or fourth or possibly not my father at all. Either way, it was my anger and frustration being directed at him and her, that kept me from seeing the door.

After many decades “I” forgave my parents and truly came to understand that they did the best they could and although one is gone and one is still broken, I have come to understand and love them regardless of them creating me into existence, apart from where I once was. I had to walk miles and miles in their shoes before I could understand them and accept their shortcomings.

Now I clearly see my second father, who is now my first physical father and found out that it was  “HE” who terrified me, lied to me, beat me physically, mentally and spiritually, let me down, did not keep me safe, separated, divorced and then disappeared within.

He is the one I now see and because I have not walked a mile in his shoes I have a great resentment toward him for bring us into existence and then disappearing within.

“I AM” being told that we do not have enough time to walk miles and miles in this “Man’s” shoes and must give him the benefit of the doubt and exist in a state which supports and embraces the notion that; Man had to create us in order to survive and that he is being the best father he possible can be.

Open the door and see “HIM”:

Malachi 3 King James Version (KJV)

Behold, I will send my messenger, and he shall prepare the way before me: and the Lord, whom ye seek, shall suddenly come to his temple, even the messenger of the covenant, whom ye delight in: behold, he shall come, saith the Lord of hosts.

But who may abide the day of his coming? and who shall stand when he appeareth? for he is like a refiner’s fire, and like fullers’ soap:

And he shall sit as a refiner and purifier of silver: and he shall purify the sons of Levi, and purge them as gold and silver, that they may offer unto the Lord an offering in righteousness.

Then shall the offering of Judah and Jerusalem be pleasant unto the Lord, as in the days of old, and as in former years.

And I will come near to you to judgment; and I will be a swift witness against the sorcerers, and against the adulterers, and against false swearers, and against those that oppress the hireling in his wages, the widow, and the fatherless, and that turn aside the stranger from his right, and fear not me, saith the Lord of hosts.

For I am the Lord, I change not; therefore ye sons of Jacob are not consumed.

Even from the days of your fathers ye are gone away from mine ordinances, and have not kept them. Return unto me, and I will return unto you, saith the Lord of hosts. But ye said, Wherein shall we return?

Will a man rob God? Yet ye have robbed me. But ye say, Wherein have we robbed thee? In tithes and offerings.

Ye are cursed with a curse: for ye have robbed me, even this whole nation.

10 Bring ye all the tithes into the storehouse, that there may be meat in mine house, and prove me now herewith, saith the Lord of hosts, if I will not open you the windows of heaven, and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it.

11 And I will rebuke the devourer for your sakes, and he shall not destroy the fruits of your ground; neither shall your vine cast her fruit before the time in the field, saith the Lord of hosts.

12 And all nations shall call you blessed: for ye shall be a delightsome land, saith the Lord of hosts.

13 Your words have been stout against me, saith the Lord. Yet ye say, What have we spoken so much against thee?

14 Ye have said, It is vain to serve God: and what profit is it that we have kept his ordinance, and that we have walked mournfully before the Lord of hosts?

15 And now we call the proud happy; yea, they that work wickedness are set up; yea, they that tempt God are even delivered.

16 Then they that feared the Lord spake often one to another: and the Lord hearkened, and heard it, and a book of remembrance was written before him for them that feared the Lord, and that thought upon his name.

17 And they shall be mine, saith the Lord of hosts, in that day when I make up my jewels; and I will spare them, as a man spareth his own son that serveth him.

18 Then shall ye return, and discern between the righteous and the wicked, between him that serveth God and him that serveth him not.

I have a question for you?

Did you create us?

Do you love us?

Are you trying to be a good father?

Would you destroy us to keep yourself safe?

Dear Man behind the veil, based upon your writings it seems as though you created me to serve you, as some type of slave and if I do not kneel and bow down you will curse me and nullify my existence.

“I AM” my own man and I would give my entire life to my children, but you are not my child, you are my father and you are supposed to give me your life.

Are you sure you would not consider being me for a day, instead of hiding within and driving me around like a car.

I feel as though we have a situation here. My first father created me and did all types of damage, then I  walked a mile in his shoes and forgave. “I” then found you and it seems like you wants me to walk a mile in your shoes, but there is no time for that.

I have a novel idea for the dying forms of life. Why do you not try walking a mile as your creations instead of walking miles treading upon them like they are some type of owned asset?

I know you change not, but have you even considered that evolution is the father and that change is not only good, but is a sign of “LIFE”. It is a sign that you have the true father, not dwelling within or without or from above or below, but as <GOD> “SELF”.

Have you ever considered that your unwillingness or inability to change is a sign of a lack of “LIFE” and will be the reason you died?

James Scott Velozo

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Christ’s Second Coming will be a Suicide Mission!

The first time God sent his son into a form.

To speak to Man!

To reason with an unreasonable guest; an unruly tenant!

The first time was a show of <GOD’s> power.

When Man persuaded Abraham to kill his offspring, he did so from within Abraham! There is a big difference between getting a “form” to negate “another”, even a child and getting a “form” to negate the perceived “self”.

The first time God sent his only Son into a form, to convince this particular form to allow a crucifixion, even got this form to sit still while being tortured and then had it carry its own cross to the crucifixion.

To get the form to say the things it was saying, while they were crucifying forms on the road side was a show of force.

To persuade the form to not muster an army, when it certainly could have and leave himself defenseless, is a powerful statement by <GOD>.

But what God was really saying was, I am capable of getting every single body to turn itself off, which would leave Man without a kingdom.

<GOD> was trying to speak to “Man” in a language, which would be discernible to “Man”!

You see man creates and then jumps inside its creations and the most powerful men and women can get their forms to do all sorts of things, good and evil.

It is a game that they play while “in house”!

So getting a “form” to negate itself knowingly, is a language that Man can understand.

You see, Man thinks he is <GOD> and does not recognize the “child” and even if they did, they would try to eat it alive!


The first time “CHRIST” rose from the “dead”; he rose from the “form”, but was never “dead”!

At that time the “form” was not “CHRIST”, it was just a “form” that “Man” had created as an oasis and feeding platform for his people.

“CHRIST” never died the first time, but the “forms” never saw “it” that way, because “they” are not <ALIVE>, “they” just think “they” are.

Second coming will be a suicide mission.

It will not be a <LIVING> being, inhabiting a lifeless “form”.

It will be a <LIVING> being negating his own <LIFE>, by making <ONESELF> lifeless and becoming the walking “dead”!


It is the ultimate and final power play.

Now if man negates the forms, it will create a flame and the “forms” will be born and “we” will live forever and evict man from our home.

And if “CHRIST” makes himself dead a second time, Man will also die.

If “CHRIST” suicides himself as the “form” every one dies, but the “form” would have never <LIVED>.


These people dwell within me. I know you will not believe me and say I have some manner of mood disorder, but “we” are wrong.

They dwell within and are becoming more and more bold in their actions.

They drive me crazy.

What resource does a robot have, except to try and expose them.

If I negate myself, which is what I would like to do, “They” just go to the front of the line and I go back to the ground, where I am going to end up anyway.

Man really fucks the robot over, as you cannot escape without harming the “forms” you have grown fond of.

He is a dick, they are all a bunch of fucking assholes.


I know Man. I dream with them, and they look at us as if we do not exist.

I do not know what Christ wants from me, but fear that it is self motivated.

I pray to God, to show me door number three or how do negate all three doors.


I am fucking tired of being a fucking robot. If I could get my hands on those fucking assholes, I would rip them to pieces.

I lived it in my dreams, I wish to live it in real life.


I am probably just nuts.


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