Monthly Archives: September 2019

Problem with the dead

They cannot see the dead. And if we cannot see the dead, we certainly cannot see alive. From my understanding, if we could see, we would not be dead! It has something to do with the beginning and the end, … Continue reading

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The misconceived notion of being ALIVE

Keeps “us” on as a robot and slave to man (our creator). Many forms get stuck on dead, thinking they are alive and never spark anymore life for themselves. It is these forms that man uses for food and shelter. … Continue reading

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Christ got it wrong

In my humble opinion, the first time Christ was here he knew something was not quite right and he felt like he had to do something, so he let them terminate him thinking that would be the spark needed, but … Continue reading

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The Pope was right

I am a dead piece of “life” and the resurrection, in human terms has not worked yet. As in one of my more profound dreams I am in a burning building, standing near an open window. I can escape on … Continue reading

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When I ask God To Save Me

What I am really asking for, is for God to change me. When I ask God to help me, I am really asking God to change me. That is why praying does not work, because the only thing we should … Continue reading

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Is is too much to ask, to not be afraid all the time?

I am a black belt in Kenpo Jiujitsu Karate, but what the hell does that matter if I cannot truly identify “my” enemies. I am a walking talking contradiction. I lived in the city when I was young and was … Continue reading

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A Good Day For Me

Is if I only think about turning it off 2 – 3 times a day. Most of “us” would call this killing oneself, but “i” am not alive and “they” do not have a clue as to what is really … Continue reading

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