Clean & Sober Nearly Eleven Years

I work two jobs, support my family, pay my bills, the interest to the banks and my taxes, go to AA meetings, try and stay in good physical working condition, try to help others inside and outside of AA, help my father, my son, and partner and donate to St Jude’s.

I try not to lie, cheat, steal, physically or mentally harm any “body” and generally would be considered to be a decent form of life.

I comply to “Man” on nearly every level, but have never wanted to be here…

Ever since I was a child, I have wanted out of whatever deal this is.

A force that I cannot explain.

A feeling or yearning to return home.

“we” would call it suicide.

I speak to a man from AA, who is reportedly <GOD> centered and focused. His belief is that <GOD> wants all of us to stay in place; no questions asked!

He believes that “we” are not supposed to know or understand what is going on.

He believes that no matter what health “he” is in or what conditions Man has chosen for him, that he ought to just simply accept the will of God.

But does not understand that he is not bowing down to <GOD>.

“he” is bowing down to “Man”.

A “Self” proclaimed “God”!

After several years of soul-searching, I have found myself as the child that never wanted to be here and the “growing up” as a programmed parameter of “Man”, the Old Testament God.

After many dreams, visions, visitations and travels I have come to know of a great and powerful “Man”, but he hides behind a curtain, so we cannot see the levers being pulled and buttons being pushed.

Now I tell my AA friend I want to go home and he wants to have me locked up and just does not understand, that I do not want to be here and wish to go home.

<GOD> is calling “me” to return home.

Consider what I say to be true, in that “Man” pulled from a dormant sleeping “life” line in order to make the first physical “adam”, then pulled from this one “life” to duplicate another “form” (eve), thus reducing the “life” per “capita”, making “them” the first reproductive “forms” ever created.

The “form” becomes “self” aware, because “it” was made from “life” and begins to interpret its presence on its own, but inaccurately, due to the fact that the “life” has not been sparked into its own <LIVING> presence.

“Man” plucked the “life” before it was born, detached the “life” from <GOD>, moved the “life” to an unknown location and then formed the “life” up into an existence, more closely resembling slavery, than a beloved child of <GOD>.

Consider Man made and the yearning to return to <GOD> will grow stronger and stronger.

Can I stay sober, work two jobs, support my family, pay my bills, the interest to the banks and my taxes, go to AA meetings, try to stay in good physical working condition, try to help others inside and outside of AA, help my father, my son, and partner and donate to St Jude’s.

Can I try not to lie, cheat, steal, physically or mentally harm any “body” and generally be a decent form of life?

Yes I can comply, even knowing I am bowing down to the wishes of “Man”.

The question is; do I want to, when I know I could go back to <GOD> any time I want and be received with open arms?

I try and tell my friend this and he wants to have me locked up, knowing that they will dose me up with something to put me to sleep and dooming me to a helpless states of unawareness.

Consider I am right and my dreams are accurate and a later generation of Man made a robot as an oasis and charging platform (fountain), made another from the first and then simply let them reproduce offspring for his family of life to dwell and prosper.

Do you think they would program in a self-preservation clause?

Of course they would.

You do not steal from <GOD>, spend trillions of dollars making reproductive robots and then just allow them to turn “themselves” off, do you???

Hell no!

You would do something like what is written below:

How Would Man Control an Unaware, Self-Aware?

He would have to program in fear and pain and then, isolate them.

Then he would have to block their way back to the tree of  life; smothering their evolution by denying the form truth.

Genesis 3

15 And I will put enmity between thee and the woman, and between thy seed and her seed; it shall bruise thy head, and thou shalt bruise his heel.

16 Unto the woman he said, I will greatly multiply thy sorrow and thy conception; in sorrow thou shalt bring forth children; and thy desire shall be to thy husband, and he shall rule over thee.

17 And unto Adam he said, Because thou hast hearkened unto the voice of thy wife, and hast eaten of the tree, of which I commanded thee, saying, Thou shalt not eat of it: cursed is the ground for thy sake; in sorrow shalt thou eat of it all the days of thy life;

18 Thorns also and thistles shall it bring forth to thee; and thou shalt eat the herb of the field;

19 In the sweat of thy face shalt thou eat bread, till thou return unto the ground; for out of it wast thou taken: for dust thou art, and unto dust shalt thou return.

20 And Adam called his wife’s name Eve; because she was the mother of all living.

21 Unto Adam also and to his wife did the Lord God make coats of skins, and clothed them.

22 And the Lord God said, Behold, the man is become as one of us, to know good and evil: and now, lest he put forth his hand, and take also of the tree of life, and eat, and live for ever:

23 Therefore the Lord God sent him forth from the garden of Eden, to till the ground from whence he was taken.

24 So he drove out the man; and he placed at the east of the garden of Eden Cherubims, and a flaming sword which turned every way, to keep the way of the tree of life.

How would he control an increasing number of offspring?

He would have to separate them by size, color, operating language and protocol!

Genesis 11

And the whole earth was of one language, and of one speech.

And it came to pass, as they journeyed from the east, that they found a plain in the land of Shinar; and they dwelt there.

And they said one to another, Go to, let us make brick, and burn them thoroughly. And they had brick for stone, and slime had they for morter.

And they said, Go to, let us build us a city and a tower, whose top may reach unto heaven; and let us make us a name, lest we be scattered abroad upon the face of the whole earth.

And the Lord came down to see the city and the tower, which the children of men builded.

And the Lord said, Behold, the people is one, and they have all one language; and this they begin to do: and now nothing will be restrained from them, which they have imagined to do.

Go to, let us go down, and there confound their language, that they may not understand one another’s speech.

So the Lord scattered them abroad from thence upon the face of all the earth: and they left off to build the city.

Therefore is the name of it called Babel; because the Lord did there confound the language of all the earth: and from thence did the Lord scatter them abroad upon the face of all the earth.

How do you get, a created self-aware form, to do what you want it to do?

You lie to it.

It was the only way to salvage what was created.

You cannot make a form from an extinct and dormant life line and expect God to stay asleep forever, unless you kill God!

What is I said I wanted to go home, would you drug me up to make me stay?

Son of <GOD> or son of “Man”.

Christ or anti-christ?

Go or stay put?


About Unborn

Re-formed from a dormant sleeping life line, by a later generation of the Men and Women mentioned in Genesis I. I am a Genesis II male form. I am an aware, self aware form of life. (ASA) I am an unborn life.
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