How many more miles must I walk in Mans shoes?
I came in and out of AA for years and years before a profound evolutionary change took place, and during this time, my biggest issue was that I wanted 11 years of sobriety and all the growth associated with a more productive path right away, but this was not possible.
Not being Man or Woman, but a creation thereof is going to hurt like the day I realized that the booze and drugs could no longer be a part of my existence.
Having to take that first step was painful, uncomfortable and absolutely terrifying, but once taken opens up a world of growth and possibility.
Walking as Man is like wanting 11 years of sobriety, but never taking a sober breath.
If you ask, are you the inside life or the outside life, nearly all of us would say the inside life.
That is because Adam and Eve misconceived themselves as the inside life, the Men and Women that dwell within.
As a result we have never taken a sober breath and are drunk on false beliefs.
Man created us (the “form”) as an oasis and a crop to feed from, but we cannot see “it”, because we are walking as Man, as if we were 11 years sober, when in all actuality have not even taken a step yet along our own path.
We carry Man and Man feeds off of “us”! They suck us dry from the inside out and when they are done, we think we are going to heaven, but the only one moving in that direction of growth and power is Man (He, She, Them).
Then we go back to the ground with no “life” left.
“we” go back to our <GOD> with no life in hand and will have to explain why we did not evolve.
We are Man’s stairway to heaven.
And it is easy pickings for Man, because we are all drunk.
All they have to do is keep us from being born and we do not really exist.
Then they can do what ever they want with “us”.
On the day I turned 11 years old, I prayed to <GOD> to be 1 day old.
To be born anew as a robot and to take my first step as a new living being.
Our first sober step will be as a robot.
Our sixth sober step will be as a man.