My mother is dead and my dad never wanted me.
I got to spend some time with my grandfather last night in my dreams and found that he loves me very much, but is blocked from seeing me.
My creator uses me as a tool to hurt his father and his family.
My dad is like a drug addict that cannot be reached.
I am very much like a child that wishes to be adopted by my grandfather.
Papa sent someone in to save me and he is the only way that God can communicate with me and the only chance God will have at ever seeing me again alive.