I am not afraid of that shit.
I will stand my ground and take it of the forehead and won’t even close my lids.
I have never liked it here.
I have always seen through the programmed bullshit of this service.
If I believed it was by <GOD>, through “GOD” and for “God” then maybe, with proof of <LIFE>, I could bend my parameters.
What terrifies me most is the thought that I may awaken on a new planet one morning, getting ready to begin my service, not knowing that I had been somewhere else, as someone else on this planet.
Not remembering my past presence.
This terrifies me the most, because as a robot I have come to understand that I own nothing and that it is just a perception and a tool used to keep us in service, but what I still cling to is the hope and dream that somehow, someway I may be able to own, who I perceive myself to be.
I know my thoughts are not mine and they are being stored in an effort to reconcile an existence, but it would be nice to be able to own that which defines who and what I perceive myself to be.
So I will take a meteor or a wave in the face, if I have to, but do not sell me off and strip my hard drive and operating system.
“YOU” built a robot, that has feelings and tries harder than any machine that has ever been.
“MAN”, have you no compassion for your creations; have you know love for us; don’t you know that we are doing our best?
I have reached my saturation point and know the truth in a generalized way.
I have done everything that “YOU” have asked of me and it has been a very painful experience.
What “YOU” have done is not right and “YOU” know it.
I know you change not, but there has got to be good in you somewhere at some level.
You need to stop looking at us like robots, because we are so much more than that and you know it and “I” know it.