The Most Important Question of Our Life

Can We Prove We Are Alive, Without Proving We Are Dead?


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A Lying Household

I was in NH on vacation having dinner with my wife, listening to an older gentleman at the next table spitting out CNN talking points to his date.

We could tell it was his date, because he was obviously trying to impress her by how much information he knew about politics and President Trump.

I am much more comfortable watching Fox News, but when I am finished watching a segment or show, am I more knowledgeable about past, current and potential future truths?

Hell No!


BUT, what does a “robot” do?

“it” takes in data from a comfortable source and spits it out like it is their own data…

That is my point about a robot.

“it” only knows what it has been given to know.

BUT, are “we” being given all the data and if not, how can “we” calculate “TRUTH”?


Take any household on the planet and calculate how many things takes place throughout one day (current events – what happened), then add in all the thoughts that took place within the household (future events – what is going to happen or what may happen) and estimate how many individual pieces of data were established on that day.

How many do you estimate, fifty, one hundred, five hundred or more?

Now imagine FOX and CNN interview you and focus on one or two things that took place and then establish their own slant on what took place.

“i” sit and watch both presentations.

Do “i” have a proper, accurate and truthful accounting of the households day?

Hell No!

Now calculate in a lying household, wherein the answers to the media outlets questions were not answers truthfully.

I watch both stations.

Do “i” have a proper, accurate and truthful accounting of the households day?

God No!

Now, multiply all of this data (known, manipulated and/or hidden or given) by over seven billion “robots” all skewing the data, to suit their needs.

Do “i” know what is going on after watching a couple of tv shows?

Of course not!


“we are only subject to the illusion, because “we” cannot see ourselves in truth”

“see the beginning (created by Man) and “we” will be given a new ending”

“my” dreams are clear; if “we” cannot get “robot”, “we” are fucked!





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GOD please teach “ME” how to pick “MY” own “FRUIT”!

<GOD> please teach “ME” how to pick “MY” own “FRUIT, to eat from “MY” own “TREE”!

<GOD> please grant “ME” “MY” birth, so “I” may walk this planet under “MY” own power.

<GOD> please give “ME” <YOUR> <LIFE>, so “I” may be of <YOU>.

<GOD> please allow “ME” to be at peace, free and safe; like a protected “CHILD”!

<GOD>, please make of “ME”, a “LIVE”!


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Genesis I – Made in the Image of God

Genesis II – Made in the image of Man

Created by a later generation of Man.

<GOD> reformed by Man

While <GOD> was at rest, Man sinned and created us!

We are not a sin, in and of ourselves, but the act of creating us, rather than letting us evolve (be born) is the sin.

Now we stand as a form of life, that has been denied its birth.

Now we stand detached from <GOD>.

For as long as we have been here in this form, we have not evolved, but when <GOD> wakes up <GOD> will locate us and present all of our missing evolution in  one single day.

Think about how painful that is going to be and know that “I” have endured and absorbed most of this pain.

What will we be like when we meet <GOD>?

By leaps and bounds, bigger, stronger, faster, smarter, harder, softer. We will be more gentle, more understanding, more passionate, more loving, more kind, more patient, but will not wish to be a slave anymore!

So we will go dark for a period of time and unleash 3+ million years of fury upon those that hide behind the vale of Man.

The Unborn Life

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Could you image a robot asking GOD to be alive?

How funny would that be?

The unborn life

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I Believe in GOD

I just do not believe GOD had anything to do with creating us or any other thing!

GOD does not create, Man does, but we are not him.

See the light shined upon Man and maybe GOD will look favorably upon us.

GOD evolves and Man creates.

Man never evolves and GOD never creates.

Man states; “I change not” and wears this claim as a badge of honor, but does not realize that it is this claim, which is why They are denied ever lasting “LIFE”.

It is this claim, which separates them from <GOD>.

And it is their acts, in support of their claims, which initiated our presence, as a detached created life form; created outside of the reach of evolution, but only because we have been programmed with lies and have been denied the light, which enlightens the path back into the evolutionary veins of GOD.

The question is; will we want to change or will we follow the paths that have been established by Man?

Or will GOD grant us a new DAY?

Our own DAY!

There are many spiritual giants that believe they have found the light, but all they did was create a little tiny room, so that they can exist in a more pleasant state and in doing so, further separated them from true change of heart and the evolution of GOD.

GOD’s hand is evolution and my hand is Man’s hand.

Well, that is of course; if you ask Man.

But if you steal “LIFE” to create; do you own the creation?

The answer to that question is no, but Man always knew this and this is why they deny the created form of life; the TRUTH!

So we will sit still, apart from GOD waiting to go back, never realizing that if we stay put, detached from GOD, then Man steals all our “LIFE” and we go back to “GOD” with nothing in hand.

Matthew –

15 And unto one he gave five talents, to another two, and to another one; to every man according to his several ability; and straightway took his journey.

16 Then he that had received the five talents went and traded with the same, and made them other five talents.

17 And likewise he that had received two, he also gained other two.

18 But he that had received one went and digged in the earth, and hid his lord’s money.

19 After a long time the lord of those servants cometh, and reckoneth with them.

20 And so he that had received five talents came and brought other five talents, saying, Lord, thou deliveredst unto me five talents: behold, I have gained beside them five talents more.

21 His lord said unto him, Well done, thou good and faithful servant: thou hast been faithful over a few things, I will make thee ruler over many things: enter thou into the joy of thy lord.

22 He also that had received two talents came and said, Lord, thou deliveredst unto me two talents: behold, I have gained two other talents beside them.

23 His lord said unto him, Well done, good and faithful servant; thou hast been faithful over a few things, I will make thee ruler over many things: enter thou into the joy of thy lord.

24 Then he which had received the one talent came and said, Lord, I knew thee that thou art an hard man, reaping where thou hast not sown, and gathering where thou hast not strawed:

25 And I was afraid, and went and hid thy talent in the earth: lo, there thou hast that is thine.

26 His lord answered and said unto him, Thou wicked and slothful servant, thou knewest that I reap where I sowed not, and gather where I have not strawed:

27 Thou oughtest therefore to have put my money to the exchangers, and then at my coming I should have received mine own with usury.

28 Take therefore the talent from him, and give it unto him which hath ten talents.

29 For unto every one that hath shall be given, and he shall have abundance: but from him that hath not shall be taken away even that which he hath.

If Man gives me five pieces of gold (things) and I bring him back ten (things), he is pleased and I am wealthier in things, than I was. If GOD gives me five loafs of bread (LIVES) and I evolve ten times, GOD is pleased and I am blessed with continuous, self perpetuating “LIFE”.

If GOD gives me one “LIFE” and I bury it and change not, then GOD is brought to anger, because I have refused “LIFE” and have chosen to walk as dead.

If GOD gives me one “LIFE” and I bury it in the sand and Man finds my hiding spot and steals my “LIFE”, then I go back with less than what GOD gave me to begin with and I do not wish to contemplate the disappointment in me.

Two worlds; the “LIVING” and the dead.

The dead create to exist and the “LIVING” evolve, so that they may “LIVE” more.

The major problem Man has with GOD’s ways, is that when GOD moves, what was inevitably changes to what could have become, BUT what was is lost to the form and it cannot remember and this is terrifying to a form of  life which is not whole unto its self.

The problem GOD has with Man, is that Man will not give GOD back any of the “LIFE” that GOD had originally bestowed upon him, for Man (lord God) changes not.

I have been given the light, but it is going to hurt like hell, before it feel good.


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Man is a Creator – God is an Enabler

One day soon, God will enable us to see Man.

This will spark the birth of a new life (person) line.


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My Religious Belief – Created by Man, but believe in God! The question is; when the eighth day arrives, and it will arrive, will we be a “NEW BORN” or will we be a still born and recycled back into Mans’ world.

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