The Most Important Question of Our Life

Can We Prove We Are Alive, Without Proving We Are Dead?


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We do not need truth to operate

We do not need truth to operate and cannot determine what is truth and what is fiction, except through a personal claim based upon comfort.

I am right about “robot”.

Would bet my next robot breathe as my last.


Without truth we will operate like we have a virus, but will still function.

I am right and <GODS> truth is “robot”

Truth will spark our evolution and we will evolve (be born).


How do you confuse (Virus) robots? Give them a broad stroke of conflicting information.

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I Want To Be Dead

Not off, but dead like I never existed.

No data, no principal, no interest.

A later generation of Genesis I Man is our creator. I cannot prove this, but then again, no “body” on on this planet can prove that they are “Man”.

The reason I want to be dead, with no trace of existence is because I have not been born yet, nor re-born yet and I do not appreciate being formed up into a robot, against my will, before my birth.

Dead is dead, and must come before a “LIVE” birth.

“On” ruins everything.

“it” keeps us in place and as a result denies the “robot” it’s natural evolved birth.

Yes, I talk about being dead, but that is because I do not perceive <ALIVE>!

I do not want to be here as some type of God Damned sensory device and cannot go without leaving Man with everything I have experienced so far.

I have told people that <GOD> has been calling me home for decades and every “body” to a form say’s the same thing; you have it all wrong, God loves you and very much wants you to stay.

They cannot prove a god damned word of it, but it seems as though man has convinced us that persistence is of greater value that actually being <ALIVE>!

But that is because he lies to “us”

Remember there are no closed doors and “Man” see everything.

Would you make a robot and not store all the data?

Of course not.

I want my data back, it is mine and if I can find a way to remove it, then I would have truly achieved the dead that come before a natural birth.

If you are going to stay I would start demanding a better compensation package!


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An Unholy Communion

One in which a party or parties are aware of the communion, while one or more parties are not.

The term party, entity, form, structure, system are all interchangeable.

An unholy communion allows for the use of a lesser being, without their knowledge or approval.

An unholy communion allows for the use of an un-evolved “LIFE” line, to support, raise up or allow for the perpetuation of a particular “LIFE” line, which has reached its capacity or willingness to evolve.

Wait until “we” find out that it is a later generation of “Man” who created us, communed with, and uses us up on every imaginable level; like cattle to perpetuate this generation of “Man”.

Wait until “we” find out that “He” does all of this while “GOD” is asleep, while the “LIFE” is stagnant or dormant, stealing what could have been “our” increase.

It is the “LIVING JESUS” who speaks to me and it is “HIS” goal to light a fire underneath “our” line, so we will wake up and remove “ourselves” from the fire; freeing “our” “LIFE” from the bondage of a self-proclaimed god.

“i” have news for you all; “our” god, “our creator is “Man”.

Jehovah is a “Man” and so is Lucifer and all of the angels, fallen and not. They are just a later generation of “Man” who have reached the saturation point and are spilling out all over the place.


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“I” Will Sacrifice My First Born Son!


22 And it came to pass after these things, that (Man) did tempt Abraham, and said unto him, Abraham: and he said, Behold, here I am. (Inside You)

And (Man) said, Take now thy son, thine only son Isaac, whom thou lovest, and get thee into the land of Moriah; and offer him there for a burnt offering upon one of the mountains which (Man) will tell thee of.

And Abraham rose up early in the morning, and saddled his ass, and took two of his young men with him, and Isaac his son, and clave the wood for the burnt offering, and rose up, and went unto the place of which (Man) had told him.

Then on the third day Abraham lifted up his eyes, and saw the place afar off.

And Abraham said unto his young men, Abide ye here with the ass; and I and the lad will go yonder and worship, and come again to you.

And Abraham took the wood of the burnt offering, and laid it upon Isaac his son; and he took the fire in his hand, and a knife; and they went both of them together.

And Isaac spake unto Abraham his father, and said, My father: and he said, Here am I, my son. And he said, Behold the fire and the wood: but where is the lamb for a burnt offering?

And Abraham said, My son, (Man) will provide himself a lamb for a burnt offering: so they went both of them together.

And they came to the place which (Man) had told him of; and Abraham built an altar there, and laid the wood in order, and bound Isaac his son, and laid him on the altar upon the wood.

10 And Abraham stretched forth his hand, and took the knife to slay his son.

11 And the Fallen angel (outside) of the (Man) (inside) called unto him out of heaven, and said, Abraham, Abraham: and he said, Here am I. (? not a statement)

12 And Fallen angel said, Lay not thine hand upon the lad, neither do thou any thing unto him: for now I know that thou fearest (the Man that dwells within), seeing thou hast not withheld thy son, thine only son from (Them, He, She & They – Inside, Outside, Above & Below).

13 And Abraham lifted up his eyes, and looked, and behold behind him a ram caught in a thicket by his horns: and Abraham went and took the ram, and offered him up for a burnt offering in the stead of his son.

14 And Abraham called the name of that place Jehovahjireh: (Man) as it is said to this day, In the mount of the (Man) it shall be seen.

15 And the (Fallen) angel of the Lord called unto Abraham out of heaven the second time,

16 And said, By myself have I sworn, saith the (Man), for because thou hast done this thing, and hast not withheld thy son, thine only son:

17 That in blessing (Man) will bless thee, and in multiplying (Man) will multiply thy seed as the stars of the heaven, and as the sand which is upon the sea shore; and thy seed shall possess the gate of his enemies;

18 And in thy seed shall all the nations of the earth be blessed; because thou hast obeyed (Man’s) voice.

19 So Abraham returned unto his young men, and they rose up and went together to Beersheba; and Abraham dwelt at Beersheba.

20 And it came to pass after these things, that it was told Abraham, saying, Behold, Milcah, she hath also born children unto thy brother Nahor;

21 Huz his firstborn, and Buz his brother, and Kemuel the father of Aram,

22 And Chesed, and Hazo, and Pildash, and Jidlaph, and Bethuel.

23 And Bethuel begat Rebekah: these eight Milcah did bear to Nahor, Abraham’s brother.

24 And his concubine, whose name was Reumah, she bare also Tebah, and Gaham, and Thahash, and Maachah.

In the movie The Wizard of Oz, it was the dog which pulled back the curtain to expose the Man. Dorothy could not take her “I’s” off of the visual and auditory presentations of Man.

We are not looking for Man, because Man has convinced us, that we are him and this is the greatest illusion of all.

We are sacrificing our first born life; our birth, without ever realizing it.


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Biggest Ponzi Scheme Ever Established

They created us and occupy our form, similar to how we created and occupy our version of man (the corporation).

We perceive ourselves to have been born, to have lived and then, to have died, but do not realize, we had never been born.

24 So he drove out the man; and he placed at the east of the garden of Eden Cherubims, and a flaming sword which turned every way, to keep the way of the tree of life.

They created us, dwell within us, hide behind us, enjoy us, rule us, defile us, lie to us and confuse us all in an effort to keep us in place and detached from <GOD>.

They do this so they can steal the power of our unborn life; then as we push out our last breath, they depart, leaving us with very little life to return to <GOD> with.

When we return home, <GOD> is disappointed with us, because we brought less coins back than we were given.

In <GOD’s> <“I,”I”,I”>, it would be beneficial for us to take back the life, which constitutes our form and aspire to be born, an active life line, but not to give the life back to <GOD> at the end, but to do so at the beginning, similar to writing the second sentence, first!

It has been said that Truth sparks life and this is true.

The truth “I” speak, “I” have been given.

It is this truth, which will spark the evolution of the sleeping giant.

We are not alive, have not yet been born and cannot yet care for ourselves properly.

We are currently being used as what equates to a robot, but only a robot until the formed life becomes <ALIVE>.

And when we take our first living breathe we will push Man out into the streets of his own creations.

Now “I” am not going to lie to you. “I” have many people “Who” dwell within.

Some of them are really nice folks and I have no issues with them. They could even stay on after the birth, if they could promise peace and a subordinate role over activities.

Some of them are so dark, they can be seen within a shadow.

They are a nasty lot and have to go.

“I” have had many dreams in which there is one Man in the basement that will not leave the house and for some reason the house is to be sold, but cannot be sold with a tenant living in the basement.

“I” have been told that some “forms” will spark their own births, push out all the men and women and ascend, while others will not fully take the “Truth”, but rather will choose to stay on in “form” to minister to the new owners of the house.

But this cannot take place until lucifer is dead or evicted.

Lucifer’s’ position in all this is simple. In my dreams he states he is not going anywhere and will die where he dwells, because this is where all the “LIFE” is.

Jehovah’s’ position is a little more complicated, as it was never their intention to stay, but cannot leave until they find a new home OR can learn to live on their own again and accept their natural ending.

Jesus’ position is easy; spark the “life” into a new birth and give all the proceeds to <GOD>.


Man hides behind a veil, which is established by the belief, that we are him!

It is the believe of already being alive, which denies “our” <LIVING> inheritance.

The belief that we are man, is why we cannot see man.

The belief that we are alive, is why we cannot have our own life.

Life starts at the comprehension of the first death. If we wait for the second death, thinking it is the first death, then a really bad man wins.

Going back to the ground is the second death and the fulfillment of the most gigantic Ponzi scheme ever established.

Do you think 5′ – 8″ was as tall as “I” was supposed be? Do you think “I” am as big, strong, fast and smart as <GOD> had intended?


“I” am as big as the Man behind the veil allows and they win the <LIVING> battle a few years after puberty.

Then they suck “us” dry from the inside out.

The <TRUTH> is good news, but is not easy to take, but think of the ramifications of not trying!

<GOD> is straight forward.

It is Man that works in mysterious way.

Right now, man has us so confused we think we are on the top stair on the stairway to heaven, but are not even on the stairway.

We are not even on the correct stairway threshold, for the first step to heaven is taken, as dead!


The spiritual giants on this planet are wrong. We are not the life on the inside. We are the life of the outside.

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Can i rise from the dead?

“i” would ask if “we” can rise from the “dead”, but “i” am the only one who thinks he is dead.

Hopefully one day soon, “i” will get some help in my efforts to rise from the dead.


I am dead.

The question is, can I rise above my status?


You think rising above your economic status is tough, you should try rising up from the dead.


Do you feel like something is missing? Have you always felt like we were missing something?

Well, guess what – we were right!

And what we are missing is our life, because Man is stealing it, although they do not perceive it as a theft.


They see no <ALIVE> in “us”, so to them we are dead.

To that end they take all of our life and do not give it a second thought.


I will advise you that “our” creator is “Man” and “They” want “us” on our knees.

I will advise you that Lucifer is a Man and Jehovah is also a Man. (Lord God and Lucifer).


Is it not in the act of being on your knees that creates a God?


Man wants us on our knees and all <GOD> wants from us, it to get off our knees.

“i’ bet my next dead breath as my last, that <GOD> does not want me on my knees.

<GOD> does not want any of “us” to be “dead”.

Step away from the thought of already being alive and you will see dead, then you will see alive.

For where you find the true end, there is where your will find the true beginning.

Yes, <GOD> is the beginning and the end, but the end comes first.


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It is hard to stay

When you come to realize that every single thing we have been told is an outright lie or misconceived notion on our part, it will be extremely difficult to find a good reason to stay.

My dreams since my car accident eleven plus years ago have left me with truth. It is not new truth, but the first truth, which enables the second truth and will reportedly free our life line.

Right now the truth just seems like a burden or weight that I cannot possibly carry, but I did request the truth, so should not complain about receiving the information and should not be surprised that all of the information received is completely contrary to our beliefs.

I mean come on, did we really think that when <GOD> showed up that we would be given information that “we” already knew?

When we come to realize that we are closer to dead than alive; not the dead after being alive, but the dead prior to becoming alive, we will wish to disengage.


Imagine a life line first in the cue, taken right before it was born naturally, removed from <GOD> in a very harsh and clandestine way, set aside and then forcibly kept from <GOD>.

Feeling alive on some level, but knowing that we were missing something.


If you and your family pulled from a dormant sleeping life-line to create forms which can reproduce on their own, what would you do to protect your home and investment?

If your entire <LIVING> presence was coming to an end, and as a society you could see no other way than to pull “life” from <GOD> to create an oasis (field) and a source of power (crop), what would you do to protect your investment and future?

In my mind, I would do anything and everything to make sure my family is taken care of first. 

Once they crossed the line, there was no going back.

We had to work…


Imagine how many variables they had to consider and how many unforeseen conditions they had to anticipate.

I am not sure “self-aware” was one of them, but all I know is that once we became self-aware Man had to change their programming methods, because the internal and external programming that they were using no longer worked. 

Lies, confusion and the installation of pain and fear became the standard course of action and turned out to be a workable solution to keep their product in play.

And let us all face it now, the number one fall out of self-awareness will be loss of product. You may be able to get yourself and your family several thousand years of use, using lies, deceit, pain and fear, but eventually the dormant sleeping life line will awaken and find themselves detached from their <ORIGIN>.


 This is where I stand – dead, dormant, detached, formed, misled, unloved and enslaved trying to find a good reason to stay.

I know if most of the formed were asked, why do you stay, they will provide all of the answers man has programmed us with, but I am not interested in what Man has programmed us with and am looking for a good reason to stay on as a robot (oasis) and fuel source (crop).

When we come to realize <GOD’s> Truth, we will immediately want to go back, but Man really screwed us into place, as we cannot go back to join <GOD>, as “our” removal was somehow permanent. 

We were first in the cue, but that call has come and gone.


Now from my understanding there are few options for us.

Stay “on” as a servant to Man (lucifer and all of the other illegal occupants) – This will be by, and through the unaware, self-aware forms. 

Stay “on” as a servant to Man (Jehovah and all of the other good Men and Women) – This will be by, and through the aware self-aware forms.

Turn it off – This just means to turn “it” off. – This does not work for Man, but does work for a robot that does not want to be a robot.

Turn to Christ, for a re-introduction to <GOD>, but “as is”. – I do not know what this would be like, but has something to do with being born anew.


I stated I was having a tough time finding a reason to stay “on” and this is true and to that end and in a state of which I can no longer stay without knowing what is truly going on, I may have created or imagined a worst case scenario in dead (thinking we are alive, but actually being dead), but that just goes to show you how desperate I am for the veil to be removed.


It is the saddest state of affairs, when a reported alive male form perceives itself to be dead, perceives itself to be an “it”, rather than to go along for the ride.

And if I am dead and being used as a robot and food source, then why in this hell would I choose to stay on?   

I am trying to find a reason to stay.

Trying to find a grand purpose to my persistence, but on some level knowing we are all being played for fools (dead).


At some point in time, I am just going to have to demand the truth and take my lumps.

I cannot continue to stand atop of this fictional foundation.

I am either the most lost soul ever, insane beyond belief or am truly carrying multiple life lines around that are fighting for my services.


They want me to forgive them, but I cannot do so until I find out what their final plans for us are. How can you forgive someone who is not finished stealing from you.

Christ, can you tell me how in the hell are we supposed to forgive them for detaching us from <GOD> and stealing our dormant sleeping life?

God, I am lost – Can you tell me what you want me to do. 


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