The Most Important Question of Our Life

Can We Prove We Are Alive, Without Proving We Are Dead?


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If I thought I was Alive, what would I ask for?

If I thought I was alive, what would I ask for?

Maybe I would ask for something really nice; top of the line or maybe I would ask for a whole bunch of really nice things. I would probably also request health, peace and safety, along with whatever freedoms I claimed to own.

If I thought I was dead, what would I ask for?

“I” can really only think of one thing, but it is not a thing.

<GOD> I pray to be born; I beg to be born!

If I am dead, as my visions so clearly state, then what else could I possibly want from <GOD>?

But why do I feel guilty in asking for <LIFE>?

Because man convinced us that we are already alive.

Well, in truth Man said; “you were surely not die”, but this information was processed incorrectly, for what he was really stating is how can you die, if you are not alive?

I cannot die, if I am already dead and I cannot live, if I think I am already alive.


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All Man Ever Wanted Was My “LIFE”!

All <GOD> ever wanted, was for “me” to return <HOME>!


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I Am Not Afraid To Fight.

I Am Afraid Not To Fight!


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Are We Not Constantly Trying To Prove Living?

“we” grab, pull and yank any “thing” “we” can get our hands on.

“we” fortify our positions and bunker down.

“we” exert our power into efforts toward more security and initiate and maintain preventative measures to assure our “life” will be protected.

“we” terminate or would terminate if “we” had to, those of “us”, which would stand in our way of proving <LIVING>!

“we” engage in sexual intercourse.

“we” extend ourselves through reproduction.

“we” stuff “our” faces and fill “our” bellies.

In truth, “we” gamble, smoke, drink alcohol, take drugs, play sports, hike, paddle, compete and bash each other constantly, all in an effort to feel more <ALIVE>.

“we” knock “ourselves” down and climb on top of the fallen, to try and rise above above our “fellows”.

Every action “we” take is directly related to proof of “LIFE”.

Every thought accepted is done so in an effort to maintain and enhance ones own “life”!

Every thought acted upon is done so in an effort to feel more <ALIVE>!

Every thought contemplated is directly related to proving and protecting the concept of <LIVING>.

BUT have “we” ever considered the obvious?

“we” are not <ALIVE>!

It is a blasphemous thought and will be portrayed as an insane concept, but this original thought will literally spark “our” natural birth and place us on the first step on the stairway to heaven.

Try and prove <ALIVE> without hurting “me” or my family and you will find it impossible to do so, for every example and testament to <LIVING> has been created, maintained and enhanced by a dormant, sleeping “form” of  “life”.

Try and prove <LIVING> and every single thought generated and action taken in this effort will inevitably prove dead.

I mentioned trying to prove <LIVING>, without hurting “me” or my “family”, because that is why Cain terminated Able and why “they” crucified Jesus Christ, for many who walk in ignorance use termination or blunt force as a defining moment, in which “they” walk away claiming <VICTORY>, but all “they” are actually doing is proving “dead”. So do not try and hurt “me” in order to prove “you” are <ALIVE>!

The <LIVING> do not harm the <LIVING> and “LIFE” will not harm “LIFE”!

When is a starting line, a finish line?

When “we” stand on the starting line as alive!

There is a reason why “we” come into this world with nothing and leave with nothing. It is because while “we” are here, “we” do not see “ourselves” as “nothing”.

There are levels of  <LIVING> and layers, upon layers of dead, which is the physical realm.

“we” are one “person”; a dormant sleeping “life” line, formed up into slavery; formed up into the perception of <LIVING>!

It is the perception of <LIVING>; of already having been born, which keeps us dead, for why would a <LIVING> form of “life” promote its “own” birth, if this “life” already thought “it” was <ALIVE>?

Forget about the politicians, wars, chaos, corporations, conglomerates, unions, kings, queens, world war III; forget about all of the pain and suffering and let go of all of the fear AND focus on the only question that really matters!

Can We Prove We Are Alive, Without Proving We Are Dead?

My dreams recently have been mired with family members huddled around a table discussing the enactment of a “do not” resuscitate order.

You see, “we” are not completely dead, but we are most certainly not <ALIVE>!

Dead is the key that unlocks the door to everlasting life; not to make oneself dead, but to see one self as dead!


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Christ was Wrong

“God sees to the fruits of our labors, and if at times our efforts and works seem to fail and not produce fruit, we need to remember that we are followers of Jesus Christ and his life, humanly speaking, ended in failure, the failure of the cross,” Pope Francis said.

First time Christ was here, he perceived the need to die in order to live, but did not realize he was already dead!

Due to this miscalculation, he allowed himself to be staked to a cross, thinking that pain and sacrifice would spark the life into being, but he was wrong and the cross failed.

Second time around he will realize he is already dead and use this realization and the subsequent pain associated with not actually being <ALIVE>, to spark the “life” line into a new birth and a new “LIFE”.

“we” do not need to die in order to be given everlasting life, “we” just need to come together to realize that we are not currently <ALIVE>. Once this realization is internalized, the birth pains will begin and a natural birth will follow!

You see, once we realize we are not alive, “we” will reach for the only thing worth grabbing for, which is “LIFE”!



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I Got Caught in the Act of Living

It is the act of not knowing, wherein we are open to knowledge!

It is in the act of not living, wherein we are open to ever lasting life.

Not to make oneself not living, but to see oneself as not living, for it is the certainty of living, which negates our birth!


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Celebrating Ten Years Today!

Before the end I was begging God to either take me or save me. Then, in a split second a miraculous change took place.

I personally do not feel as though, any good temporary change is possible without God, nor any longer lasting changes, AND certainly no good permanent change is possible without God!

Any true success I have had over the last ten years is solely related to my ability to take care of my family and to see God as the only driving force capable of making such a drastic transformation, as seen through me.

In my opinion, the only divinity we have, is shown through our ability to take on good change, without rejecting God!

I sign my work as “unborn”, because I truly do not believe we have been born yet.

I sign “unborn”, because I do not believe we are <ALIVE> yet!

I know we think we have a good handle on things and many of us, including myself, may not be able to take on the change necessary to save our selves and this planet, but it all starts with the recognition of the need to change, and a willingness to reach out to the only force capable of providing this inherent gift.

Created by <GOD>, <ALIVE> and in charge, are flat earth thoughts, which must be smashed in order to provide the spark required to be “BORN” a new!

<GOD>, I am at my end. Please take me or save me.


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