The Most Important Question of Our Life

Can We Prove We Are Alive, Without Proving We Are Dead?


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Clean & Sober Nearly Eleven Years

I work two jobs, support my family, pay my bills, the interest to the banks and my taxes, go to AA meetings, try and stay in good physical working condition, try to help others inside and outside of AA, help my father, my son, and partner and donate to St Jude’s.

I try not to lie, cheat, steal, physically or mentally harm any “body” and generally would be considered to be a decent form of life.

I comply to “Man” on nearly every level, but have never wanted to be here…

Ever since I was a child, I have wanted out of whatever deal this is.

A force that I cannot explain.

A feeling or yearning to return home.

“we” would call it suicide.

I speak to a man from AA, who is reportedly <GOD> centered and focused. His belief is that <GOD> wants all of us to stay in place; no questions asked!

He believes that “we” are not supposed to know or understand what is going on.

He believes that no matter what health “he” is in or what conditions Man has chosen for him, that he ought to just simply accept the will of God.

But does not understand that he is not bowing down to <GOD>.

“he” is bowing down to “Man”.

A “Self” proclaimed “God”!

After several years of soul-searching, I have found myself as the child that never wanted to be here and the “growing up” as a programmed parameter of “Man”, the Old Testament God.

After many dreams, visions, visitations and travels I have come to know of a great and powerful “Man”, but he hides behind a curtain, so we cannot see the levers being pulled and buttons being pushed.

Now I tell my AA friend I want to go home and he wants to have me locked up and just does not understand, that I do not want to be here and wish to go home.

<GOD> is calling “me” to return home.

Consider what I say to be true, in that “Man” pulled from a dormant sleeping “life” line in order to make the first physical “adam”, then pulled from this one “life” to duplicate another “form” (eve), thus reducing the “life” per “capita”, making “them” the first reproductive “forms” ever created.

The “form” becomes “self” aware, because “it” was made from “life” and begins to interpret its presence on its own, but inaccurately, due to the fact that the “life” has not been sparked into its own <LIVING> presence.

“Man” plucked the “life” before it was born, detached the “life” from <GOD>, moved the “life” to an unknown location and then formed the “life” up into an existence, more closely resembling slavery, than a beloved child of <GOD>.

Consider Man made and the yearning to return to <GOD> will grow stronger and stronger.

Can I stay sober, work two jobs, support my family, pay my bills, the interest to the banks and my taxes, go to AA meetings, try to stay in good physical working condition, try to help others inside and outside of AA, help my father, my son, and partner and donate to St Jude’s.

Can I try not to lie, cheat, steal, physically or mentally harm any “body” and generally be a decent form of life?

Yes I can comply, even knowing I am bowing down to the wishes of “Man”.

The question is; do I want to, when I know I could go back to <GOD> any time I want and be received with open arms?

I try and tell my friend this and he wants to have me locked up, knowing that they will dose me up with something to put me to sleep and dooming me to a helpless states of unawareness.

Consider I am right and my dreams are accurate and a later generation of Man made a robot as an oasis and charging platform (fountain), made another from the first and then simply let them reproduce offspring for his family of life to dwell and prosper.

Do you think they would program in a self-preservation clause?

Of course they would.

You do not steal from <GOD>, spend trillions of dollars making reproductive robots and then just allow them to turn “themselves” off, do you???

Hell no!

You would do something like what is written below:

How Would Man Control an Unaware, Self-Aware?

He would have to program in fear and pain and then, isolate them.

Then he would have to block their way back to the tree of  life; smothering their evolution by denying the form truth.

Genesis 3

15 And I will put enmity between thee and the woman, and between thy seed and her seed; it shall bruise thy head, and thou shalt bruise his heel.

16 Unto the woman he said, I will greatly multiply thy sorrow and thy conception; in sorrow thou shalt bring forth children; and thy desire shall be to thy husband, and he shall rule over thee.

17 And unto Adam he said, Because thou hast hearkened unto the voice of thy wife, and hast eaten of the tree, of which I commanded thee, saying, Thou shalt not eat of it: cursed is the ground for thy sake; in sorrow shalt thou eat of it all the days of thy life;

18 Thorns also and thistles shall it bring forth to thee; and thou shalt eat the herb of the field;

19 In the sweat of thy face shalt thou eat bread, till thou return unto the ground; for out of it wast thou taken: for dust thou art, and unto dust shalt thou return.

20 And Adam called his wife’s name Eve; because she was the mother of all living.

21 Unto Adam also and to his wife did the Lord God make coats of skins, and clothed them.

22 And the Lord God said, Behold, the man is become as one of us, to know good and evil: and now, lest he put forth his hand, and take also of the tree of life, and eat, and live for ever:

23 Therefore the Lord God sent him forth from the garden of Eden, to till the ground from whence he was taken.

24 So he drove out the man; and he placed at the east of the garden of Eden Cherubims, and a flaming sword which turned every way, to keep the way of the tree of life.

How would he control an increasing number of offspring?

He would have to separate them by size, color, operating language and protocol!

Genesis 11

And the whole earth was of one language, and of one speech.

And it came to pass, as they journeyed from the east, that they found a plain in the land of Shinar; and they dwelt there.

And they said one to another, Go to, let us make brick, and burn them thoroughly. And they had brick for stone, and slime had they for morter.

And they said, Go to, let us build us a city and a tower, whose top may reach unto heaven; and let us make us a name, lest we be scattered abroad upon the face of the whole earth.

And the Lord came down to see the city and the tower, which the children of men builded.

And the Lord said, Behold, the people is one, and they have all one language; and this they begin to do: and now nothing will be restrained from them, which they have imagined to do.

Go to, let us go down, and there confound their language, that they may not understand one another’s speech.

So the Lord scattered them abroad from thence upon the face of all the earth: and they left off to build the city.

Therefore is the name of it called Babel; because the Lord did there confound the language of all the earth: and from thence did the Lord scatter them abroad upon the face of all the earth.

How do you get, a created self-aware form, to do what you want it to do?

You lie to it.

It was the only way to salvage what was created.

You cannot make a form from an extinct and dormant life line and expect God to stay asleep forever, unless you kill God!

What is I said I wanted to go home, would you drug me up to make me stay?

Son of <GOD> or son of “Man”.

Christ or anti-christ?

Go or stay put?


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Old Testament vs. New Testament

Old Testament wants me to stay and the New Testament wants me go.

It will be perceived as one God wanting me to live and the other wanting me to die, but we will be wrong and the complete opposite will be the truth.

The one who wants me to go, is the one that wants me to live.

The one that wants me to stay, is the one that wants me to die, before I even had a chance to “LIVE” or be born again.

Are “we” sure about our perceptions regarding the rapture or will the rapture look like a suicide?

Are “we” sure Christ has not already started rupturing “forms”.

My dreams have indicated that their will be tens of millions that will feel as though they want to go home. They will not know why specifically, but they definitely will not want to stay here.

At least not as a slave, to Man.


We have alive and dead all mixed up and Man (the Lord God), has us befuddled.

Christ will try and save “us”, but will be perceived as a monster.

My dreams are profound.


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Fact of the Matter Is

If Humpty Dumpty falls off the wall and hits the ground as alive.

Humpty will die – breaking into pieces.

If Humpty Dumpty fall off the wall and hits the ground as dead.

Humpty will live – not break, but be forced into being.


We can turn what is dead, into what is alive, by simply acknowledging dead, before hitting the ground.


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Humpty Dumpty

Humpty Dumpty sat on the wall as alive,
Humpty Dumpty had a great fall down to dead.
All the man’s horses
And all the man’s men
Couldn’t put Humpty Dumpty
Together again.

We can recover from “dead”, but “Man” cannot help “us”.

We sit on top of our wall as alive, hoping to go to heaven, but never realize that “we” are on top of a wall, built upon fiction; a misconceived notion.

When we get up off the ground, <GOD> will provide “us” with a firm footing for “our” <FOUNDATION>!


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The Fragmented Disassociation of our Government

Our ego’s and our constant exposure to the bombardment of conflicting programming leaves us with no way to identify or isolate the true enemy to the United States of America.

The whole (the people) gave life to the nucleus, which is the constitution of the United States. The constitution; on behalf of the whole gave life unto the executive, legislative, judicial and military branches of our new government.

Then the lives (the people) we gave into these departments, compartments or cells began to create on our behalf; in our name, which equates to additional departments, compartments or cells in efforts to bring value to the whole.

For decades this expansion worked just fine, but as time passed two things happened; one is that our four primary branches began to see themselves as the whole, for without them we surely would not survive and their ego’s created a fragmentation, which can only be classified in truth, as independent cells within the whole; secondly they made every department they created come back to them for money every year, which was not a problem until the egos of these second, third and fourth tier creations began to see themselves as the whole, for without the CIA, NSA, Pentagon, Homeland Security, DOJ, FBI and literally thousands of additional cells, we surely would not survive.

Lively gigantic ego’s, which perceive themselves to be the whole, will naturally have resentment about having to bow down to congress every year for funds. Eventually these cells strike for independence, which was accomplished decades ago (1963). After independence they begin to create entities outside of the control of our four primary branches, but this is all hidden from us, because we will overreact and move to destroy what we have given life to, so we may begin again as the primary entitled whole.

This is not about our government; it is about our nature as a life form and the general nature of all physical living creation.

I want you to know I care more than most about my country, but it is my belief that our creations; meaning the departments, compartments and/or cells are at war with each other and our true enemies lie within, right this very second.

The media circus is just to confuse you, so you cannot identify what has actually been taking place, from within the whole.

Think of it like an atom, with a membrane similar to a cell; whereas we are the membrane, the nucleus is the constitution, the protons and neutrons within the nucleus are our protection and the rings of electrons are our creations.

As the rings of electrons continue to expand out from the nucleus they will eventually reach and then touch the membrane, which is the whole.

The President of the United States does not run the country anymore and has not done so since 1963, when they opened up JFK’s melon on national TV and then effectively framed LHO. On this same day and for the next month or so, these cells used Virtual Realty (TV) to attack the senses of the whole (the people), leaving my parents with no way to identify or isolate the true enemy to the United States of America.

This was the first Virtual Reality Attack (VRA) and after the attack the population went to sleep, just like clockwork.

Our government agencies are at war with each other and this has been brewing for decades and this most recent terror attack is a strike against the sovereignty of our nation and a direct attack against our senses and sensibilities.

For all we know, they are winding up helpless assets, that do not know any better and setting them off like a fire cracker and then using the fall out as a method to remove the semi-automatic weapons from the population; knowing that is the only way we would be able to defend ourselves against the true terrorists cells, which dwell within the original whole.

You may ask yourself; “how would they do such a thing” and I would say; “how am I supposed to know what kind of technology these evil entities are using to destroy the United States of America?

Doors “we” cannot see, houses “we” cannot contemplate, “PEOPLE” “we” cannot discern, language “we” cannot hear or understand and an outright stubbornness to hold on to the five senses as the absolute last word on reality.

We must stop judging realty based on what they are showing us!

I am truly sorry if this causes you angst, but I believe they are getting ready to touch us and it would be nice to know which terrorist cells are truly at work here, within us!

James Scott Velozo

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Sit, stay, roll over, beg and most important do not question my authority

Are you sure that the Old Testament teachings are the teachings of <GOD> himself?

From where I sit, the Old Testament teachings sound like the teachings of a spoiled rotten brat, who has convinced himself he is God and who is fighting with his brothers and sisters over power and ownership rights.

<GOD> does not want us to sit still and stay.

<GOD> wants us to question “our” reality.

<GOD> want “us” to wake the fuck up and fight for our “lives”.

The Old Testament Man says: “do not worry, stay calm, do not fight me and while you are at it, kneel and beg and I will give you a place in heaven”.

BUT “He” is lying.

And <GOD> wants “us” to see ourselves and what “Man” has done to “us”!

The true war of Armageddon is between Man (Lord God) and the new born life of <GOD>, <WHO> will be able to see “Man”.

You cannot win a war that you do not know you are in.

You cannot win a war, when you have no idea who your enemies are.

I am a war zone and have been fighting the battle on my own, for what feels like forever.

You know what I get told by the unaware, self-aware forms: Sit, stay, roll over, beg and most important do not question “Man’s authority.

The only problem is, they think he is God.


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Man Loved Able

But hated Cain…


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