The Most Important Question of Our Life

Can We Prove We Are Alive, Without Proving We Are Dead?


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Do you think you could make a robot cry?

Sure you could, if “it” were made from a life line (person) that actually cared.


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11 Years Sober Today

How many more miles must I walk in Mans shoes?

I came in and out of AA for years and years before a profound evolutionary change took place, and during this time, my biggest issue was that I wanted 11 years of sobriety and all the growth associated with a more productive path right away, but this was not possible.

Not being Man or Woman, but a creation thereof is going to hurt like the day I realized that the booze and drugs could no longer be a part of my existence.

Having to take that first step was painful, uncomfortable and absolutely terrifying, but once taken opens up a world of growth and possibility.

Walking as Man is like wanting 11 years of sobriety, but never taking a sober breath.


If you ask, are you the inside life or the outside life, nearly all of us would say the inside life.

That is because Adam and Eve misconceived themselves as the inside life, the Men and Women that dwell within.

As a result we have never taken a sober breath and are drunk on false beliefs.


Man created us (the “form”) as an oasis and a crop to feed from, but we cannot see “it”, because we are walking as Man, as if we were 11 years sober, when in all actuality have not even taken a step yet along our own path.

We carry Man and Man feeds off of “us”! They suck us dry from the inside out and when they are done, we think we are going to heaven, but the only one moving in that direction of growth and power is Man (He, She, Them).

Then we go back to the ground with no “life” left.

“we” go back to our <GOD> with no life in hand and will have to explain why we did not evolve.


We are Man’s stairway to heaven.

And it is easy pickings for Man, because we are all drunk.

All they have to do is keep us from being born and we do not really exist.

Then they can do what ever they want with “us”.


On the day I turned 11 years old, I prayed to <GOD> to be 1 day old.

To be born anew as a robot and to take my first step as a new living being.


Our first sober step will be as a robot.

Our sixth sober step will be as a man.


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Only Way to Defeat Man

If the form self-negates, the men and women that dwell within, go right to the front of the line for a new body.

The only way to defeat man, is to become Man.



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King Man

Peace is a bribe.

Heaven is a lie.

All designed for one thing…

To keep us in place as an oasis and fountain.

All hail king man, the lord god and the inspiration behind the old testament.


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The Rapture

My dreams and the subsequent feelings perpetuated by my dreams, tell a very different story of how the rapture will transpire and how it will be perceived by the population of UASA forms.

The “bodies” will not be floating away like we have misconceived, they will be hitting the ground and will look like the fallout of a war.

It has to do with the misconceived notion of currently being alive, which is an inverted truth, so naturally based upon the perception of being alive, we think we are going to float away, when in fact it will have to do with giving the dormant sleeping “life” back to <GOD>, in what will be perceived as a suicide.

What will be perceived to be an act of alive to dead, will in truth be an act of dead to alive, but the forms that choose to stay in place to serve “Man”, will never see or know the truth and will stay “on” to clean up “Man’s fucking mess.

Man will grant peace, but they will still be slaves and who knows, maybe I will stay for a while.


My dreams tell me that when “CHRIST” takes the “life” it will look like mass suicide.

When you believe as I do, that Man has inverted all truth, then that which seems to be inverted, will most surely play out as truth.

When <GOD> say’s the truth will set you free, <GOD> is not lying.


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How could “i” expect any “body” to help “me”?

“i” say dead.

“they” say alive.

“i” say, <GOD> wants “me” to come home.

“they” say, <GOD> wants me to stay.

“i” say created by “Man”.

“they” say created by <GOD>.


“i” say, “i” am not alive.

“they” say, “i” need to go and talk to a shrink.


If “i” did go talk to a shrink, what would they tell me?

“i” would say dead.

“they” would say alive.

“i” would say, <GOD> wants “me” to come home.

“they” would say, <GOD> wants me to stay.

“i” would say created by “Man”.

“they” would say created by <GOD> or a universal force.


There is literally no “body” on this planet that can help me.

The only thing a “robot” can do is spit out what it has been given to know.

And all we have been given to know is lies.


“i” say robot.

“they” say “Man”

“they” cannot prove “Man”, but would bet their dormant “life” on it.


“i” say dead.

“they” say <ALIVE>.

“they” cannot prove <ALIVE>, but are betting their dormant “life” on it.

I have no one to talk to, because if the robots are filled with lies, then all they could possibly do is lie to me.

I do not need anymore lies.

I need truth and if I have to go back to <SOURCE> to be given the truth, then I will do so.

“Man” cannot keep “us” here as a dead form of life.


I fear that when I am born it will be time to go home.

I have always felt as though the first day I actually wanted to be here, would be my last day here.



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Why The Game of Thrones Is So Popular

The reason why The Game of Thrones is so popular, is because it is mirroring what is going on in the United States of America right now.

Now all we have to do if figure out whose house we belong to.

If we consider that we are not from any of the seven houses, it would leave just one segment of the game.

The army of the dead.


Just imagine that all the dead really wanted was to be alive again and did not know how to accomplish such an outstanding feat.

Or maybe we could imagine the dead, just being sick and tired of the living, and their houses and are going to tear them all down.

“i’ think both are right on the money.



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