The Most Important Question of Our Life

Can We Prove We Are Alive, Without Proving We Are Dead?


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“I” Bring Closure to the Seventh Day!

Genesis II – 4 These are the generations of the heavens and of the earth when they were created, in the day that the Lord God made the earth and the heavens,

Place a period after “created”, then move all text prior to, and including the period, into Genesis I!

This mental realignment of facts will place the seventh day where it belongs, which will  bring closure to a day, which ended eons ago, potentially allowing for a new day; the eighth day, or a new first day.

I woke up this morning knowing in my heart and soul that we are not in <GOD’s> seventh day.


We are in between <GOD’s> seventh day and our “FIRST DAY”, wherein a later generation of the dying “MAN” rules, as the King or Lord God of his creations.

The “lord god”, did not make the earth and the heavens, “they” revised the earth and the heavens. They took what was here and changed everything, because that is what they do, since they do not have the power of original expression and cannot create their own day.


The seventh day ended millions, maybe even billions of years ago, but by placing the seventh day in Genesis II, it allows for Gen II creation to perceive that it is still in <GOD’s> seventh day.

Genesis III – 24 So he drove out the man; and he placed at the east of the garden of Eden Cherubims, and a flaming sword which turned every way, to keep the way of the tree of life.

This one misalignment of truth negates our birth, by providing us with the perception, or illusion of already having been born!

He did not drive out man. He drove out his version of man.

Placing the seventh day into Genesis II, allows for the perception:

  1. We were born
  2. We are alive
  3. We are Man

When is a starting line, a finish line?

When we stand on the starting line as Man!


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“I Wish I was Dead”

When “I” say; “I wish I was dead”.

What “I” am really saying is; I wish I was <ALIVE>!


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A “LIFE” Sentance

FEMA Coffins are for the Mass Suicides

I have awoken many mornings over the last year with the thought, that we will reach a tipping point and a couple of billion forms will turn themselves off, all within a very short period of time.

This protest will be perceived as unnatural, by the forms which are not awake, so therefore cannot tolerate the truth, but this massive event will be the first natural movement we have shown as a dormant sleeping form of “LIFE”.

To go back to where we came from is always the primary goal, but a later generation of “man” has programmed us to believe we must wait for <GOD> to call us back, but this is only so we will persist, as is, which allows the men and women to dwell within, hide from <GOD> and steal <OUR> “LIFE”.

“They” even had the ruling forms make it a law, not to turn oneself off. On top of that they guilt us with the thought of sin and make our families suffer, by our loss. It is the ultimate enslavement; to enslave an entire tribe, without them ever realizing they have been enslaved.

My visions tell me so much, that cannot be comprehended or tolerated, but when the <LIFE> is reborn, we will all know the truth behind mans wicked ways.

The people who decide to go home now will tell themselves it is because of the world being so messed up, but this will not be why they left. It will because the dormant sleeping “LIFE” line, which Man reformed is waking up and they are all simply going to want to go home.


I am not promoting suicide.

I am promoting not being alive.

I am promoting what I am being given to promote. This is original thought, given while I am at rest. I wake with information; a spark which will provide a rebirth of our life line.

The later generations of Genesis I Man are brilliant, but not simple enough to see the forest, through the trees.

Every created form is by design a robot. It does not matter if it perceives itself as independent. Even though we are reportedly moving of our own free will, are we not still bound by the movement of the planet and is she not bound by the power of the sun and our galaxy bound by forces unseen?

It was an ingenious, but daring plan to pull from a dormant sleeping life line to create a form, which not only provided an oasis, but also stands as a power source.

BUT, in order for it to continue to stand as an “it”, Man must keep the “LIFE” line (“PERSON”) asleep until he is gone, because when this “PERSON” wakes up, “HE” is going to realize he has been detached from “HIMSELF” and he is not going to be too happy about being pulled from “HIS” evolutionary attachment; his attachment to <GOD>.

<GOD> evolves and is fully <ALIVE>, but our creators did not wish to abide by evolution, but instead chose to create as a means of survival.

When I say; “cannot see the forest through the trees”, what I mean is this later generation of Man cannot see the life, through his creations.

Due to this inability to find the forest, he continues to create more trees. Yes they are walking around, like freaking zombies, but they are still trees and are still attached to this planet.

My views are profoundly real and will be perceived as insane and this fiction will be promoted across the globe by the later generations of Man, in an effort to keep the tress from becoming the forest.

You have to hand it to this guy and respect Him on a physical level. The intelligence, the will and the audacity are off the charts.

He creates the physical realm and mirrors <GOD’s> kingdom, but the creation is opposite and inverted. As <GOD’s> kingdom expands, “LIFE” gives itself unto more “LIFE” in a self perpetuating expression, but as Man’s kingdom appears to be expanding, it is in truth; shrinking!

Man creates and then jumps inside his creations. His creations create and then jump inside their creations and so on and so on, with each creation being perceived as the expansive growth of a kingdom.

My question for Man is; if you create a thing in which you cannot control, then who is the king?

I ask the same question of the forms, which perceive themselves to be Man. Who will be king? Will it be you or will it be your creations or even worse, what they have created in your name.

Creation is a jail, within a jail, within a jail. With each jail getting smaller and smaller, but presenting as gigantic.

Please try and understand:

If you think you already are what you were supposed to be, then you will never ask to become, what you were destined to become.

If you think you are <ALIVE> but are not, then you will never try to become <ALIVE>.


It is ingenious.

Pull from a dormant sleeping life line and lead this form to believe they are Genesis I Man and in by doing so, steal their birthright and power.

By placing the seventh day of creation in Genesis II, you provide the form with the perception of the men and women from Genesis I being the same as the forms created in Genesis II, but this is a lie.

It also promotes the belief of being made in the image of <GOD>, which naturally leads to the perception of being <ALIVE>, although for any <LIVING> being looking at the trees, they could surely see that there is unborn “LIFE”, which is not <ALIVE>.

Man cannot see the forest through the trees and neither can we. We perceive Man and perceive alive and because of this perception, stand as a creation for others to use for housing and power.

It is quite simple, but hard to see. A form will never ask to be alive or move toward more life, if it already perceives itself to be living.

Everything we would point to as proof of life; breathing, eating and hydrating are actually proof of not living, for if you were truly alive, you would not need to breathe. Then we would say that movement proves life, but this is also fiction; just look at our robots.

The war of Armageddon is between two people; Man and Christ.

The “LIFE” line is the person, not the individual aspects of the “LIFE” line.

Christ is a forest and Man is another forest, but we are of both of these forests, because of Man.

If Man would have made us from dead material, we would have never seen ourselves, but if he did make us from dead material, like our corporations then he would not have been able to double dip.

I mean come on; what is better than a self-replicating house, which takes on the burdens of the physical realm and produces energy by its shear existence, which can be drawn against, like a bank account.

If we wake up, Man loses everything, but I am not going to stand here and not request a better lot, for myself and my family.

I want Man to know; if we are going to sit in place to exist as a servant house, to house this later generation of Man and provide all of our power to Man in the process, leaving us old and shriveled up, then we want a better deal.

You do not fool me with this programmed non-sense about free will, Man and living.

I have been told the first stair in the Stairway to Heaven is our form of life, in which every form may choose to exist. The second stair is birth. The third stair is a “live” life and as the stairs go higher, the form of life move closer to <ALIVE>.

Just call us trees and then imagine what we would be like as; “LIVE”!

“LIVE” means we would not need a thing from any thing or any one. Imagine how much fear is felt by the forms of “LIFE”, which created us and the bodies of “life”, left to manage us.

Imagine not needing to breathe, eat, hydrate, urinate or defecate. If you cannot, or are already perceiving robot in error, then you will stay put as a form, made from a dormant sleeping life line.

Me too, as <LIVING> scares the hell out of me, because I perceive a lack of individuality and a merging of selves, with other trees.

All I am saying is; if we are going to stay you should know, we produce a huge amount of harvestable energy just by our persistence.


In our current form, we are a self perpetuating, reproducing power source, that is neither alive nor dead and from the time we are given unto this world we are unknowing slaves to Man and the creations we make, mistakenly in <God’s> name.

Our value is exactly the same to man, while sitting on the couch, as it is busting ass at work. The same energy is produced and taken against our mistaken sense of free will.

Why do you think we tolerate criminals and defective robots? We do not keep them on because they are alive, we keep them on because we have been programmed to keep them in place and have passed laws in the name of mankind to protect the “LIFE”, but not for the benefit of the “life” it “self’, but so they may stand as a house and a power source.

It has been deemed illegal to suicide oneself, but the reason this law exists is sinister in nature, because we have no freaking idea of what is going on.

Think about it; you create a form out of a dormant sleeping life. One that will surely be born into “LIVE” at some point. What do you do?

You program in a self preservation clause.

I am not promoting going back to the soil, because only <GOD> know when this “LIFE” will awaken and I will lose what Man has given me.

I like it here, I just think we need to come together as a forest to cut a better deal for the house and power source and if you had any idea of how valuable our power is, you would join me, for a more sizable cut of the created pie.

As far as the Stairway to Heaven, I am stuck in place, too scared to move up and too scared to move back down; right where Man wants me.

That hole, that so many of us feel, which we all try and fill with things, is the theft of our “LIFE”. That is what is missing.

The FEMA coffins are for the forms, who choose, of their only free will, to go home immediately, leaving man to find another house.


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If you give a robot feelings, it will think it is alive!

If you form a robot from a sleeping life line it will become self-aware before it wakes up, but then again, if you make it feel pain while it is asleep, it will perceive that it is already alive and never wake up.

Never be born.

Never be alive.

Man is a mother fucker and is deceiving us all.


Try and prove alive, without proving dead.

Try and prove alive, without hurting me.

Try and prove alive, without God.


At first the earth was flat and every “body” thought they would fall off the edge, then we came to know and accept that the earth is round on some level and we were free for a time, to move around the cabin.

Then we reached for the stars and began to explore, never realizing we should be exploring within.

Then “I” pulled back the curtain and showed you Man.


Then “I” told you that Man created us from a dormant sleeping life line and then jumped inside and is driving us into oblivion.

Then “I” told you that “we” are Man’s tree of “LIFE” and he is taking all of our life.

Then “I” told you “we” are not Man’s “TREE”, “we” are God’s Tree!


Then you told me, “I” do not believe you!

Then you told me, you were alive.

Then you told me you were created God.

Then you told me that you are in control.

Then you told me, you have free will.


Then you saw the flatness of your beliefs and realized; if you already think you are alive, when you are not, then you will never grasp the golden ring of “LIFE”.

And will die a second time, having never been born the first time, but existing as the fruits of a creative mind.

Then you said; “fuck you, I would bet my life that I am <ALIVE>!”.

Then  “I” would say; “there you have “it”, you just did!”.


Dead is not the end, it is the beginning, unless you wait till the end.

Then  it is the end!


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A Free Will Birth

Some of Our Most Comforting Beliefs

  1. We were born.
  2. We are alive.
  3. We are Man.
  4. The time is now.

I am produced and then, thrown into a living hell! My parents were nuts and my childhood became a fear-based existence, dedicated to shear survival. Then my parent let me down and I get thrown to the wolves and suffered abuse on all levels; physically, sexually, mentally & emotionally.

Then I begin to not see things, as others see them and not only sense that something is not right, but I develop a strong sense, that we are missing something of value.

I began to carry the weight of this loss around with me, even though I could not place my figure on the truth of it all.

I simply always felt like we were getting screwed and society labeled me as a discontent, problem child or someone who is just lost!

None of this has anything to do with my alcoholism. I am chemically sensitive and when I start drinking I cannot stop, but the alcohol did put my fear to sleep and gave me a sense of physical comfort.

I rode this ride for 25 years and added tons of weight, to what I was already bearing.

At the end of this road I was begging for God to take me or save me.

A crashed my car into a tree and then my journey truly began.

An awakening took place and I began to reach out to God, to Gods angels and to whoever else may be able to tell me what is going on. I prayed and meditated constantly for answers to the age-old question of; “why would God do this?”.

Over time I begin to see things and feel things that I have never seen or felt before. During one of my nightly meditations, on my back, in my back yard, I closed my eyes and saw this massive black square right above my body.

This black square was the approximate size of a half a football field. When I closed my eyes, it appeared and blocked out the stars, but when I opened my eyes it became a bright light; a big square bright light, just hovering above me.

This went on for about a month or two and was also when my dreams became more like visions and I began to feel like I had been traveling and hanging around with these beings.

I could not tell what they looked like. I could see them but could not place a recognizable shape to their form. They were to me; unrecognizable, but not scary!

They began to give me information, along with the others that were there like me. We were in large class rooms, we all had to stand and confess our sins in front of thousands, which I could not do initially and had to go stand away from the others.

On one occasion I was called in to see the head person. I got spruced up and sat before the ruler of whoever this life line was. In my dream, I sat across this table and he gave me this mission package and we went though all of it, but I just listened.

The entire time with these people, I could not tell if the loved me, hated me or if they could not care less either way, but what I did feel, or sense was that I, we were of great value to them. It was almost like, if we saved ourselves, we would also be saving them.

During this entire time and shortly after seeing the square above me at night, I would awaken with troubling information.

I began to blog my visions, but it was difficult because the information I was receiving was terrifying and completely contradictive to our most comforting beliefs as a society.


In summary, I was told that a later generation of the Living Man (Gen. I Man) went back in time to save themselves and pulled from an unborn life, effectively detaching this life from God.

They creatively formed this life up (Gen II man) and jumped inside; installing an active living power source, into a dormant sleeping life line. In essence: an active life, within an unborn life.

Then they got lost within their own creations and forgot why they came back in time in the first place.

Then when it was time to go back to the present time, some of them would not go and wanted to stay and the ruler had no choice but to leave this time line and pull all the life that they could pull forward into their time.

The ruler of these people is our creator and is called the Lord God from Genesis II.

They could not stay, because they were not supposed to be here and were not supposed to steal from God and create, what was supposed to have been born in Gods time.

This is what I am being told. Not only are we dealing with an unwarranted occupation of our body of life but are existing in the past!

The people who I have been interacting with tell me that time is running out and we must strive to be born, which will equate to a massive evolution only capable by the good will of God.

The problem is:

  1. We already think we have been born.
  2. We already think we are alive.
  3. We already think we are Man.
  4. We already think the time is now.


The door is wide open, but we must choose to be, who we already perceive ourselves to be.



The most terrifying information given to me:

  1. There are people dwelling within that are sucking the unborn life out of me, like a piece of fruit, eaten from the inside out.
  2. We are the tree of life and Man’s fountain of youth.
  3. Without the men and women that dwell within, I cannot hold my form, nor exist by myself, because I have not even been born yet.
  4. I cannot be born without God, through his son Jesus Christ. The reason why this is scary is because we all must come together and become honest, open minded and willing to receive that, which we already believe ourselves to be.
  5. If we are born again, we will not need the men and women that dwell within and will be given our own present time, but if not, the good men and women, who are back within will have to leave.
  6. This will place our unborn reformed life as a permanent slave to lucifer and the other life lines who have chosen to call us the final resting place.
  7. We do not have to stay and could go home and wait for our natural birth. It is not a sin and God is always calling us to come home. It is Man’s lies that keep us in place.
  8. If I wait to go home, I allow these life sucking vampires to take most of my life and I go back to my God with very little of what God had given me; most of who I was to be stolen by Man.
  9. I can only be reborn by a majority vote, so if we are not ready to be born together, I cannot be reborn. (like being in a burning building, which I cannot leave without the others)
  10. Unborn!
  11. Not alive!
  12. God will not decide for us and will not deny our only chance at free will.
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The Hypnosis of Living

We cannot be born.

If we already believe ourselves to have been.

We cannot live.

If we already believe ourselves to be.

We cannot become a live form, without a spark of truth to ignite the flame.


There is no everlasting life for us, unless we can see ourselves, as we now are.

A “life” formed up into service, prior to “its” natural birth.

Detached from <GOD>!

Created and inhabited by Man!

A victim of larceny, without even being aware of the theft.


Denied our <LIVING> inheritance by Man!

Used, abused, befuddled and currently helpless.

Not even a baby.

An unborn life!

Stumbling around in the dark, blinded by Man.


Imagine the type of robots we will be creating one million years from now and then simply, picture us, as them!


I have spent a decade writing, what I have felt.

The entire time I have suffered over what has been written, but I am coming to realize that the acknowledgement and appreciation of never having been, is the spark needed to actually be!


The question for all of us will be simple:

Is it better to have perceived a birth and lived a lie, than it is to be born and live a truth.


existence, persistence and servitude are not the ways of <GOD>!

They are the ways of Man!


Ever since “i” was a small form “i” have sensed a great tragedy and have known something is missing; that “we” are missing something!


We are missing <GOD>, our life line and our family.

We are being sucked dry from the inside out.

We are being aborted!

We are being denied our birth, which is “our” inheritance!

We are like an unborn orphan child.


The question is simple: if Man denies the birth, is it murder?


Remember; if I was alive, I would not have to breath, eat, drink, urinate or defecate!


We are stuck in a self-induced hypnosis.

The hypnosis of <LIVING>!



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What Do You Think Christ Will Say When He Returns?

I bet my next breath as my last, that whatever “CHRIST” states or testifies to, will be a truly original thought.



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